mOi...

2008-11-02T07:29:00.000-08:00

long time no blog le?

attended 2 cousins' weddings recently! omg... i really feel like getting married... after seeing them so sweeeeeeeet!!! i started to plan wat entertainment my wedding dinner shld haf! heez...

halloween jux passed... this year's halloween... i'm so enthu tat i bought devil ears... but i bought it after halloween! my sis haf gotten the bat hairband... n i've got the devil ears! so next yr's halloween... i'm gona play wif it again! i really wana see how's halloween party is like... next yr then go ba! haiz...

went to the dance competition held by danzpeople on 1 nov... not bad! heez..

~~~pix!~~~

me n sebastian!

me n sebastian! me! wif devil ears!
sebastian wif devil ears!
me wif devil ears again!
me wif devil ears n cheerbear wif bat hairband! (1)
me wif devil ears n cheerbear wif bat hairband! (2)
me wif devil ears n cheerbear wif bat hairband! (3)
me wif devil ears n kahwoon!
me wif devil ears n kok guen!

I SIMPLY <3 TO PLAY WITH MY DEVIL EARS AND BAT HAIRBAND!

lublublub~

2008-09-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

now... working at danz people!!! haha... and my life seems to be busy!! hahaa... and i like it man!!! i wana keep myself occupied la!!! heez... good good!

met up wif sebastian n phe on 3 sep... took pix wif sebastian... n lots lots!! those crappy n funny pix!!! hahaha... i lurrve it!!! shopped alot... bought a bag, shoes and top! hahaha...so long din shop la! omg!!! hahaa... miss shopping life! muackies!

4 sep... went dance after work!! took pix wif dance peeps n lovynn!!! hee...
life is boring for me!!! need some entertainment!!! gonna learn pussycat dolls choreo!!!

AND AND AND!!! anyone wana give me some entertainment? hahaha...

BORED BORED BORED!

2008-07-27T04:51:00.000-07:00

i'm bored... n i shall BLOG!!! heez...

for the past few daes... quite busy goin out... cos... i'm starting work on mon!!! heez... went singapore art museum n singapore philatelic museum!!! more museums to CONQUER!!! hahaha...

when i told mark i'm goin museum... he's shocked la!!! i dun look like i will go museums?? ok la... i noe i noe... i noe i dun look like... hahaha... but i do have the interests to go museums!!! i look more like i go club pub than go those artistic places? hahaha... nvm!!! i do appreciate art!!! heez... hmmm... i will always remember wat mark told me!!! he say.... "u will be the last person i ask to go museum!!!" hahaha...

there are lotsa places i still wana go!!! although i've lived in singapore for almost 20 yrs... but still wana visit lotsa attractions!! singapore is small... but there r lotsa attractions la!!

wanted to go peranakan museum n MINT museum of toys next... but... seems like no time cos i working soon!! so shall go either during weekends or before i go work... MINT museum of toys i duno if i shld go cos the entrance fee quite ex($15)... hmmm... my er jie went Asian Civilisations Museum... she say not tat nice.. so wun be goin tat ba... heez... mark last time ask me to find where's the old ford motor factory... hmmm... tat aroused my interest in goin there!! but seems scary... i dun dare... cos... ahem ahem... heez... i also wana go fort canning park!!! heez...

hopefully someone who drives bring me to mount faber!!! look at the scenery!!! heez..

hmmm... i went to Singapore Art Museum n Singapore Philatelic Museum wif sokee... NICE man!!!

went SAM on 23 july 08!!! we cant take pix in SAM... went there jux to appreciate art... took some pix before we went in... and sad to say... i tink some art scary!!! giving me goosebumps... eeeeksss... on tat day... after goin SAM... we went to meet steven, raymond, gary lim(lecturer) n yt!! jux a get together... went to eat teochew porridge buffet de!!! but i miss quality hotel's teochew porridge!!! heez... after eating took some pix.. heez... gary lim went off first... n the remaining ones... went to play pool at cine...

25 july 08... went to Singapore Philatelic Museum(SPM)!!! heez... raining when we reach clarke quay station... haiz... shared umbrella n walked there!!! found out there's many museums ard there!!! so... shall go NEXT TIME!!! heez... in SPM... took lotsa pix!!! hahaha... deco nice man!!! so fun there!!! after tat... went to look ard in the shop... there's so many stamps!!! i bought a few stamps!!! heez... after tat... went to meet chris to watch tp's dance performance... saw yongchye jk at tp... after tat went to yishun to have supper!!! heez...

26 july 08... went to o school to take a look at the courses wif sokee... so many pple there!!! hahaha... after tat went to walk ard... n met kok... actually also meeting leonard... but... end up talk awhile onli! went to eat at PS kopitiam... n walked to city hall area... passed by SAM!!! NIGHT FESTIVAL!!! NICE NICE NICE~~~ took pix AGAIN!!! heez... went to esplanade there... on the way... saw jk... dots dots dots... =x after we reached esplanade... it started raining!!! went back to city hall station n went home...

=.=

~~~~PLACES TO CONQUER NEXT~~~~

ONE: PERANAKAN MUSEUM

TWO: CAFE DEL MAR

THREE: MOUNT FABER

FOUR: SINGAPORE FLYER

FIVE: OLD FORD MOTOR FACTORY

SIX: FORT CANNING PARK

SEVEN: SENTOSA again!

EIGHT: ANY MUSEUMS!! =P

AND... I WANA SAY STH!!! more n more botak frenz ard me!!! =x

AND AND... some pix to show... hahaha...

~21 July 08 gathering~

me n sokee!

raymond n steven!

steven n junkai!

me n steven!

me n steven! *shy*

me n steven!

sokee n steven!

me n raymond!

me n raymond again!

junkai n me!

junkai, steven n raymond

me! touching bear bear's stomach!

~23 july 08 Singapore Art Museum n Gathering~

me! outside SAM!

me! outside SAM!
me! SAM!

me! SAM!

sokee n me!

me!

gary lim, steven, raymond...

top from left: sokee, me, yingting
bottom from left: gary lim, steven, raymond

yingting n me! let's les together! part 1!

yingting n me! let's les together! part 2!

me n guess who? sokee!!

sokee n me!

~25 july 08 Singapore Philatelic Museum~

me!

me! playing wif drum!

me!

me! liondance!

me!

me! wearing male's vietnamese hat...

me! wearing vietnamese hat...

me! yearning n missing someone~

me!

me! oopz!

me! vietnam gal!

me! vietnam gal again!

me! (in male's vietnam clothes!)
sokee! (in female's vietnam clothes!)

me! in male's vietnamese clothes!

~26 july 08 gathering~

2 botaks chatting!

2 botaks!

me wif 1 of the botaks! leonard!

2008-06-30T19:30:00.000-07:00

these few days... i really really become happier... cos... i dun tink stuff tat r not necessary!!! the more i tink the more i will be sad! so... have to move on... heez...

i realised... really cant judge a book by its cover... pple ard me... things tat happen ard me... shldn't jux look at the outside...

i dig out my neos collection... tinking abt the happie moments of the past... tinking abt how pple changed... no matter is their appearance or character... so funny... n... i've been trying to find my very very funny neo wif sokyin... the one when we r very toot!! but... i duno where is it!!! hmmm... so memorable!!! hahaha...

sentosa on wed!!! yippie!!! =P

2008-06-20T13:50:00.000-07:00

after so long... i blogging again...

went china from 26 may to 4 jun!!! it's long... so i miss home so much whn i'm there!!! but best thing is... i've got my cuteee boi julian to accompany me... i really missed playing wif him la!! heez... if i got such a cute son wouldn't it be good? sensible n cute!!! many things have happened in china... i duno how to say... but anyways... i've wrote in my personal diary...

after coming back... i realised coming back to s'pore makes me feel like goin back to china to avoid the problems in s'pore!!! haiz... humans r contradicting!!!

wat makes me happie??? CHOCOLATES!! i've been eating choc almost everyday to make myself happie.. but... it seems like NO EFFECT!! i'm terribly sad!!!

went to meet sher lq shir yt n sw ytd!!! to have advance celebration of sher's b dae!!! i miss them so muchie!! hahaa... cos really damn long din see each other!!

pubbing session wif them soon!!! haha... now i dun like to club.. i like to pub instead...i like to sit at some places... having my emo session!!!

seriously... i sometimes do wonder... woman r petty animals... guys r petty animals too? omg...

2008-02-25T20:50:00.000-08:00

i'm here to blog!!! lalala... finish my study in nyp le!!! haiz... good n bad??? i'm jobless for now... sianz... i wan JOB JOB JOB!!!

hmmm... tink i always kena caught in town by emrs frenz eh!!! hahaha... 1st time caught in cine... 2nd at taka!!! hahaha...

hopefully there's job!!! heez...

i'm bored... i duno wat to do man!!! how huh!!?!?!?!?!?

things i hope to do soon soon!!!
- learn exotic dance
- go club
- go pub
- go ice skate
- eat andersen belgian choc chip ice cream cone everyday???
- steamboat

2008-01-15T22:48:00.000-08:00

sian arh!!! in emrs now!!! hahaha... hmmm... i really feel like slping soon!!! haiz...

there are so many carebears la!!! 39 lor... omg... i now onli got 5... still got 34 more to go!!! haiz... so difficult to collect all... i wan grandma carebear!!! hahaha... cute man!!!

hope my pay will come on 16th!!! hope hope hope!!! heez...

too many things to tink of now... so sian la... haiz... so tired also... as usual... 8 plus 9 plus emo liao... hahha...

so many things wana do!!!

- club (long time no club le!!!)
- dance (exotic!!!)
- learn driving

hopefully all can be done asap!!!

2007-10-27T16:15:00.000-07:00

finally get to blog!!! happie or unhappie ne? hmmm... suddenly realise i very busy lei... no time to rest de feeling... haha... attachment from 9am to 7pm... after tat dun feel like goin home then will rot outside... hahaha... hmmm.. a busy gal eh?? hahaha...

my dance... haiz... no motivation le... too tired n cant focus in learning... i'm so sad... i hope i k remember all the steps lei!!! plz gimme extra memory in my brain!!!

attachment in ocbc bank ending soon!!! i k go back sch le... i so happie!!! miss sch alot!!! now i noe y my sis wan me to treasure the times in sch le!!! hahaha... in house attachment starting soon!!! heez...

my fake nails dropped!!! haiz... so sianz...

these few weeks so many things happen sia... dun wana talk abt it... but anyways i'm still a happie little gal!!! hahaha...

i got a brother at ocbc bank!!! hahaha... brother brother brother!!! love to hit her head sia... wahaha.. my brother is sick... hope she get well soon.. heez... n... we will be leaving ocbc bank on the same day!!!! omg... damn good la... hahaha... goin club wif brother n others next fri!!! excited!!! heez...

work at ocbc bank noe quite alot of interns!!! heez... there's a tp intern.. omg.. his eyes damn se la... so scary... yuckies!!! siew mei so cuteee!!! always ask me to massage for her... lee yan also cute!!! my intern taking over my job... i duno how to teach... hahah... my eng no good sia!!! yuan long the roasted pig!!! always drink drink drink!!! tsk tsk...

life is really unpredictable... joanne!!! be strong!!! i will always be there for u!!! stay happie always!!!

i'm really tired!!! hope attachment end soon!!! heez... =X

2007-09-08T01:20:00.000-07:00

attachment is not fun... yt goin hk... phelan goin NS... omg... really no life for me... i very very much miss my brother phelan!!!! he's like my best bro lor... noe me in n out... omg... w/o him... how man??? i'm so damn sad...

frenz r leaving me de feeling is so not good!!! haiz... feel like crying... my motivation is not there... so sad... though there r lotsa others out there... but... the ones who noe me in n out r leaving me... making me so sad... troubles happiness share wif who le ne??? i'm so sad!!!

when u all r here... i take u all for granted.. now u all r goin to leave me i'm so damn sad... suddenly feel tat i need u all sia... omg... damn EMO la...

PHELAN!!! I MISS U!!! omg!!! faster come out n we go BONDING SESSION!!!

YINGTING!!! faster come back from hk... miss u sia...

2007-09-05T22:09:00.000-07:00

oh ya!!! sat n sun went to dance workshops!!! omg... i lurrve it man... get to noe more frenz over there... good!!! hahaha... went to reggaeton, bollywood dance, hip hop (onli awhile), mtv groove... so nice man... lurrve it...

sat went esplanade wif joanne (noe her from the dance studio!!!) to chit chat... haha... helped a swedish guy... be his tourguide... his eyes r damn nice!!! omg... blue colour de... mesmerised!! hahaha...

sun went to buy my sunglasses after dance.. heez... shuai man... aim very long le... heez... happie!!!

sunglasses sunglasses sunglasses!!!

2007-09-05T20:39:00.000-07:00

i'm back to blog!!! haiz... sianz... so damn tired la... 3rd day of attachment at ocbc raffles there!!! omg... i really cant stand it... totally no life... hope next time i no need earn a living by office work!!! omg... so many restrictions... no clubbing no shopping the whole day... no gossiping... hahaha... haiz... sianz... omg omg omg...

1st day really got lotsa stuff to do la... i tot no need do anything much.. haiz... sianz... but also good la... time pass faster... hope everything will be fine... pass my attachment smoothly!!! heez...

now i really miss shopping n clubbing... omg... 3months cant go lei!!!! haiz... i mean clubbing... saddening... sobz...

i dun like to wear formal!!! needa be gentle de!!! omg... some more skirt so long!!! haiz... pants also long... n... i duno wat to wear sia... haiz... too little formal wear le!!! sobz...

today so nan de k blog!!! hahaa...

i really cant stand office work... no life!!! morning go work.. work till evening.. evening le too tired to go out then go home... watch tv... then zzz... omg omg omg!!! cant stand it... mu add "colours" to life mahz!!! hahaha...

me n xiaowei!!! after work in train!!! hahaha...

2007-08-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

this whole week till now is wonderful!!! went out everyday to enjoy my last week of hol!!! hahaha...

tues went cut hair!!! haha... quite satisfied wif the fringe!! yeah man... i k wear cap le!!! heez... after tat went work till evening then went to dance lessons!!! today got new dance!!! i like it man... fast sexy!!! wohooo....

wed... went sch for attachment briefing... attached to OCBC bank!!! allowance $660!!! hahaha... not bad le!!! happie n satisfied!!! wohooo... then went party world sing sing sing!!! hahaha... after tat ate supper!!!

today!!! went shopping starting from city hall!!! wif sw!!! hahaa... not bad!!! bought a tube!!! happie!!! hahaa... went to distribute cookies to eve, xp, hd, jx, nic, sw.... went comex show awhile... nth to buy also... heez... saw the dinut factory queue so damn long sian diao la!!! omg... some1 plz buy 2 boxes for me kk mahz????? hahaha... took pix wif sw in the toilet!!! haha... met yt after she work... then eat slack n went home...

my hair!!!

2007-08-27T08:25:00.000-07:00

today went town wif sw!!! haha... went fep then to wisma then to taka then to cine then to heeren then to PS then to the picturehouse then to esplanade!!! all WALK de!!! hahaha... qiang eh??? wohooo!!! took lotsa pix!!! heez... i bought 2 rings n a set of ear studs from diva n a tube top!!! haha... sw bought a dress n 1 ring n tube top... we bought the same ring n tube top!!!

our pix!!!!

our rings...

2007-08-23T16:10:00.000-07:00

exams over!!! everything for this sem is over!!! hahaa... 1 more week to attachment!!! 1 week for hol... treasure this 1 week eh....

i'm so damn suay la... sick again... sianz... 1st paper sick... omg... bth... headache till wana burst open le... so sianz... cant tink cant concentrate!!! i'm so damn disappointed... haiz.... now... fever is over... left wif cough sorethroat, flu and headache... haiz...

tired tired tired!!! play eat slp is onli things i got in mind!!! hahaa... it's party time!!! wohooo... it's relax time!!! yippie!!!

hmmm... i tink i gona buy more formal wear le!!! next week muz go buy le... heez... also needa cut my hair... have been tinking new hairstyle la... duno wat to do wif my hair... argggg...

by next week muz also watch dead silence n all the movies i wana watch!!! heez... or no time le...

feel like goin clubbing again next week!!! hahaha... last fri de zouk not really tat fun... i feel like goin clinic(izzit like tat spell???)!!! went zouk wif chris n my sec classmates!! meet weiting there... 6 plus then reach home... heez...

n.... fireworks on sat is damn damn nice la... omg... but i regretted not goin to watch it on fri... haiz... heard got heart shape de... omg omg omg!!! haiz...went to newton eat... kw was not full after eating his fried rice... omg... went to yck there eat again... onli he eat!!! hahaa... sis say i early reach home... she satisfied!!! btw i reach home at 11 plus to 12 like tat la... haha...

tink i gona bake cookies next week!!! teachers' day coming!!! heez... bake more ba... or next time bake also duno when le... haiz....

btw... thx phelan brother!!! made egg sandwich n honey drink for me eh!!! thx!!! n hor... i noe wat i shld do de la!!! heez...

2007-08-15T04:20:00.000-07:00

this whole week is study week... n up till now i haven start memorising!!! arggg... been slacking all this while... haiz... motivation plz come!!!! i need u!!!

mon working...

tues... dancing lesson... slp till 3 plus... hahaha... chat online then went to zzz again... pig la... i noe... then woke up... practise dance steps... then.. go bathe n prepare to go dance... late for lesson again... today!!! not bad... nice!!! got like dance as a grp on stage tat kind... so happie... got the feel sia... brush up on my skills... yeah man... after lesson went to meet angie phelan wq wc david... yeah man... angie taught me some exotic dance de moves... at blk 850 downstairs... pple walk past see us dancing weird eh... haha... i tink very sexy lor... omg... got practise at home... heez... then went angie house to learn more steps... heez... but din get to learn alot... cos breakdance... me breakdance cmi la... hahaha... reach home ard 1... practise dance again till 2.45... bathe... till now hair wet!!!

i tink i really gona learn exotic dance... so damn sexy la.. omg...

gals who dance r bad gals? haiz... tatz wat my mum say... but i dun care i wana learn dance... duno y my mum will tink it tat way... dun like the way she tinking... haiz... i'm not dancing until i strip myself rite???? arggg... siao eh... i not tat wu liao to strip myself... niao niao niao!!! sheehs... dance dance dance... passion!!! hold on to it!! i lurrrve dance... really... yeah man... learn more!!! wohoooo~~~ exotic dance wait for me kk? heez...

dance is my bf... i will hold onto "him" de... i wun let "him" run away de... hahaha... (remember it!!! veggie boi!!!)

2007-08-12T17:38:00.000-07:00

these few days not feeling well... no fever le... but stomach not feeling well.. always grrrrrrrrr... haiz... sianz... diarrhea some more... more sianz... hope faster get well!!!

fri internet marketing presentation.... sian la... go sch at 4 went home at 5 plus... haiz... so sianz man... onli went for 1 informal presentation...

sat... ENTREPRENEUR presentation... so scary... woke up 6 plus to prepare myself... cos got external judges mahz... today needa wear blazor sia... look so man!!! maybe aunty for me also... haiz... took cab to sch... wif sher... met her ard 9 like tat... then reach sch i tink ard 9.20? got many pple wearing formal also!!! haha... same purpose la!!! ate mac breakfast... but cant eat much... haven finish the burger cant eat le... then i feel like vomiting... but nth come out... gastric sth wrong??? our slot is 1040 de.. sianz... but got delay... 11 plus reach home...after tat rest awhile... then went to meet kw n sy... high school musical 2!!! nice!!! so sweet the music!! the male lead shuai!!! eyes r damn nice man!!! the female lead looks so sweet!!! after tat... chit chat wif sy... then went to meet yt... goin suntec be cos of the dance competition... but tot is evening... by the time reached... no more le.. haiz... no dance to see... sianz.. saw many familiar faces while goin there.. hip-hoppers!!! then went to eat... but so many pple la!!! sianz... in the end end up in mac... AGAIN!!! then slack there... nth to do... so... ask don if free anot meet n nua... since yt dun wana go khatib... haiz... so we met don a PS and went the cathay there nua... until 12 plus then go take nite rider home... boring!!!! argggg... reach home... ard 3 liao... go online awhile... then bathe le go zzz... parents goin malaysia... 6 woke up again... then go back zzz again...

have a bad dream... hate it to core... noe it's unrealistic... but anything might jux happen... shhh... dun say le... sianz...

exams coming soon!!! haiz...

really really needa plan wat to do after exams... or gona waste it.. not goin to waste the last week of holiday for me!!! hahaha...

2007-08-08T17:38:00.000-07:00

i'm here to blog again!!! hahaha... jux recovered from my fever... heez... but i cant go out today... haiz... so sian... wana go clubbing also cant le... parents dun allow!!! sobbbbzzzzz....

ytd nite was a torturous day!!! met phelan n wq after my EAIPJ presentation... eat laksa... eat finish ji tao body aching... tinking will be sick soon... sian diao... haiz... walk ard np... then went home... slp awhile fever come liao... haiz... 37.0 to 37.8 to 38.6 to 38.9 to 38.3 to 37.2 hahaha... can draw a graph liao... this morning then o see doc... meanwhile eat panadol sia...

doc say virus infection (tink is this ba...)... he also see me ok le... haha... gave me vitamins C, med for body ache de n flu de med... up till now i haven eat my med!!! haha... soon soon eat my lunch first!!! haha...

me go eat lunch le... heez... bb... cont next time...

2007-08-03T01:10:00.000-07:00

i'm here to blog again!!! haha... needa plan for wat i wana do after proj n exams le!!!! this sem ending soon!!! i'm so happie!!! pia pia pia!!!!

i really need lotsa slp man!!! hahha... after all these gona slp lots lots!!! heez...

i also wana watch lotsa movies after that!!! heez...
alone
perfect stranger
secret
hostel part 2
dead silence
underdog

hahha... some haven come out also...

some day shld go for the basic theory test liao... yeah man!!!

i'm tired... i go zzz le... heez... nitez... some other time then continue!!! =P

2007-07-12T01:53:00.000-07:00

blogging again!!!hahaha... all say i long time din blog le... so... i shall blog 1 today!!! hahaha...

projects, school, work, dance!!! i wan SHOPPING!!! gss ending soon!!! arggg... i wan SHOPPING!!!

craving for oreo cheesecake!!! anyone buy for me??? i wan lotsa oreo de!!!

i'm so tired la!!! but... happie!!! cos... i lurrrve everyone!!! no link!!! haha... jux wana crap crap... lame lame!!!

movies!!!

the blossoming of Maximo Oliveros wif sher!!!
transformer wif jonathan!!!
alone wif...???
my wife is a gangster wif .... ???
vacancy wif... ???
underdog wif... ???
hostel part II wif... ???

so many movies to watch!!! omg!!! goin to be broke soon!!! =P

this sem ending soon!!! then attachment!!! study good or attachment good???

i'm so envy of sy!!! she k go overseas study!!! i also wan!!! psychology!!! arggg...

met sy today!!! chat from 4 plus till 7!!! haha... so long din see her le... slim down le... i also wana slim!!! but i kept eating alot!!! hope we get to go shopping soon!!! hahaha..

2007-03-25T23:22:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey... back to blog... after so long... heez...

now holiday le!!! slack too much... sian diao!!! sobz...

from wed till sat like din online for long!!! sick!!! haha... seems like a long break for me... not bad... stay at home... slp slp and slp!!! hahaha... at first is er jie sick... then my turn... then now da jie sick... haiz... the weather!!! bad bad bad!!!

today... went take family photo!!! haha... gotta wear formal... the weather so hot!!! still wear formal... sian diao... very tiring... went there... not bad!!! hahha.. saw many wedding gowns... feel like tryin!!! din try b4 mahz... so nice!!! lace lace de!!! so pure... white!!! omg!!! haha... i was tinking... when will i get to wear it??? how my wedding gown will be like??? hahha...

during the photo shoot... so funny!!!! haha... laugh laugh laugh de... heez... not bad...

after the whole thing... we went eat dim sum!!! wohooo~~~ while walking to the dim sum shop... i saw a dance studio... teaching cha cha... for.... 40 and above de pple!!! haha... tinking... maybe next time retire liao... cant learn hip hop... learn cha cha not bad lei... hahhaa...

i lurrrve dim sum!!! wohooo...

after eating then went home le... slp till 6 plus then go for dance lesson... finally new dance!!! haha... nice!!! funny dance steps... i wana find the song!!! heez...

feel like learning break dance... but i scared i breakdance till i break my bones... how!??!??!

changing environment for dance lessons? hmmm... follow chris go "hai die"??? or stay in studiowu?? or stay in cc learn hip hop??? or learn breakdance??? haiz... hate to make decisions!!!

life's..... so difficult!!! muz learn to make decisions!!! contradictions make me hate to make decisions!!! haiz... simple stuff still ok... complicated stuff!!! hate it!!! arggg... life's simple is good!!!

simple life... simple decisions made... simple mindset... simple peiying!!! everything's simple!!! wohooo!!! nice man!!!~~~

2007-02-23T19:55:00.000-08:00

ever since projects finish... i've been goin out!!! haiz... slacking too much le... v day... cny... seems like many outings like tat... haha... busy busy...

have been eating steamboat often... heez... not bad not bad... hahah... aiming to try all steamboat!!! wahaha...

haiz... so sad... i was tinking... watz wrong wif goin out till late late then come back??? family dun trust me... tot i do the "wrong things"... youngsters r like tat de mahz... waz wrong wif it... some more now cny... of cos will slack more de mahz... exams coming... cny haven end... will still wana slack de... but... watz wrong wif it? i noe when to study... i noe when to slack... i noe how to arrange my time well.. cant i jux go out till late?? i noe i'm tired... but... jux trust me also k not... haiz

watz wrong wif goin out wif guys? frenz nia... haiz... i was wondering... if my parents dun allow me to go out wif guys... i will be a nun... maybe i will be les too lor... since i can onli stick wif my gal frenz... omg... will they tink this way??? always go out wif gals... scarly i really change to les lor... i'm scared too... plz DUN!!!

i realised i've changed... i've become fierce to everyone... watz happening!??!??!

i'm so damn frustrated... I HATE IT!!! haiz...

2007-02-08T22:50:00.000-08:00

long time no blog le!!! time to blog... since i'm so sian... wahahaha..

finish projects le!!! i'm so happie.. from last week pia till this week... slp so little... everyone's tired!!! haiz... presentation stutter again... diaoz... hate it man... wed hand in itipj... haiz... sian lor... mine cant integrate... haiz...

wed was really a suay day for me... my part cant integrate wif others... when goin sch... fall down... till got blue black... haiz... sad...

today... more sianz... i wake up... no water to bathe... haiz... from 1 plus in the afternoon till 10 plus at nite lor... haiz... mud smell!!!! yuckies!!!

hope tml will be a better day!!!

2007-01-14T11:55:00.000-08:00

8 Jan 2007

reach sch at 8... muz be punctual for the crm role play thingy... haiz... super tired... duno y recently feeling so down...

9 Jan 2007

din go sch today.. slacking all the way!!! haha...

10 Jan 2007

today... haiz... went to sch... tot will late... in the end last min say muz reach by 8.20... haiz... then i slowly go lor... haha... meet joneh go sch together... tot needa walk short cut... but... in the end din... din walk b4 short cut lei... next time muz go explore... heez... haiz... i lost my thumbdrive today... really forgetful blur pig liao lor... sianz... nearly cried... though no pix or wat... but privacy lei!!! haiz... sianz... i lost my thumbdrive for a movie??? haiz... sianz...

11 Jan 2007

thurs... dance class today... haiz... sianz lor... pia project then went to dance class... straight go lei... wana zzz awhile also cant... haiz... eat yong tau fu after do project... haha... so many china pple in fj...

12 Jan 2007

almost late for sch today... haha... heng faster go sign the attendance... =X after sch went J8 de swensen eat... fish n chips again... haha... suddenly hope to try all fish n chips all over s'pore or maybe the whole world!!! haha...

13 Jan 2007

went to dance class today... cant catch up... blur n forgetful... haiz... needa... chiong arh~~~ after dance class went to meet phelan to see his dog... omg... the dog so cute lor... haf attitude problem like its owner... tsk tsk... haha... dun dare to carry the dog... oh ya... the dog is called... bon bon... so cuteeee the name... haha... hmmm.. next time muz earn more money to haf a dog... eat n eat n eat n eat.... haiz... ate wedges... then go hawker centre eat laksa... fattening liao lor... i tink my stomach abit siao le...

14 Jan 2007

went to orchid country club eat seafood!!! nice!!! to celebrate mama's b dae... haha...

2007-01-07T23:58:00.000-08:00

1 Jan 2007

finally!!! hahha... 2007 liao!!! in the end went to watch fireworks!!! yippie!!! went wif veggieboi, yt n anna... yeah man!!! haha... so many pple!!! so many bangalas... haiz... yt kena pinch butt by bangala!!! bad bangala!!! haiyo... some more got ah beng di siao her... tsk tsk... non of his business... wat for he say so much??? tsk tsk... y bangalas so se?!?!?! went back home after fireworks... pple jam!!! omg omg omg... heng get to board train to go back... phews... b4 go home... go mac buy food!!! haha... hungry liaoz... slp ard 3 plus 4 plus... wohooo... slp till 3 plus in the afternoon!!! qiang??? haha...

2 Jan 2007

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY ALISON!!! haha...
slacking at home... slping most of the time!!! haha...

3 Jan 2007

starting sch today... but... e-learning!!! haha... yeah man... slack one more day!!!

4 Jan 2007

sch starts... 12 start... but not on time... as usual... haha... today quite bz... lesson till 5... went back home after sch... then eat dinner... then go for dance lesson... n... muz buy cake for eve's b dae!!! after dance lesson go collect cake... then go hawker centre... meet the rest... i'm the last person who reach.. haha.. i'm perspiring so much!!!! all eat le... feeling hungry... bought some food!!! heez... see them eat so much!!! haha... played some games.. then cut cake!!! sw jk n elaine go back first... brought them to bus stop... then... followed by yt n elvis... then.. after awhile... we all go back liao...

5 Jan 2007

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY EVELYN!!!
haiz... late for lab... sad... no attendance!!! who caused it??? sw!!! haiz... me n chris can dun late de lor... haiz haiz haiz... sad!!! after sch went to eat tom yam...

6 Jan 2007

i'm so damn sad... sad sad sad!!! i jux cant simply memorise the steps!! n i'm too slow!!! watz wrong wif me?!?!? sad sad sad!!! sobz...

7 Jan 2007

at home do crm role play thingy... no motivation to do... haiz... met lq at mac to do some... heez...

this week feeling so down!!! haiz... i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad!!!

2006-12-31T16:13:00.000-08:00

mon...

slp till 2 like tat... preparing for the x'mas prez... packing the cookies... 6 plus went to meet yt sw n jk... haiz... tot many pple goin... in the end... so little meeting up onli nia.. went bugis V8 eat again... so many pple.. haiz.... yt's "arashi" got work lei!!! high liao high liao... haha... raining heavily... haiz... after eat dinner... went to amk meet lq n sher... still waiting for others... eve jx xp come lata... meet them le went xp's house... ton!!! play games... drink... i din drink much!!! heez... good good.. sher n eve qiang eh.. k drink so much... b4 goin mac... exchanged prez...

tues...

tiring... slp after watching 花樣少年少女 epidode 6... slp 5 hrs lei!!! from 4 till 9... haha... nice!!! then continue watching show after my dinner... haha...

wed...

went out wif mama.. went to julian's house!!! haha... miss him so much... he's so cuteeee... haiyo... he hor... everytime i went to his house... will shy shy de.. haha... cuteee boi boi!!! took his pix... took pix wif him... wohooo!!! n i brought the cookies i baked!! he say nice!!! haha... feel like pinching his cheeks!!! >.<

thurs...

went to dance!! finally!! haha... after tat... went J8 meet sw... trying to remember the steps while waiting for her... n... i so damn forgetful tat... i needa record the steps in my hp!!! haha... funny rite??? went coffee bean... i'm so damn hungry... looking at the kfc opposite... i feel like eating cheese fries!! so tempting... but... muz control... sw say dun eat so much or will fat de... haiz... control control control!!!

fri...

went to sch do resume... from 10 to 4... wa wa wa... sianz.. still haven solve... diaoz... went out after tat... shopping.. wana buy formal.. but din get to buy!!! haiz... bought a bag n tshirt... heez.. bought earrings for sy for d&d... 10 plus went home... met veggieboi to pass him earrings to pass to sy... saw kitfan while finding veggieboi!!! haha... tml goin shopping again!!!

sat...

mark came my house to do my com!!! finally... ok liao... k install VB liao!!! haha... but... sound not working!! i'm so damn tired!!! met sw at orchard for shopping session... heez... haiz... din get to buy many things... formal... haiz... dun haf my size... sianz... in the end sw bought 1 n i din get to buy... went fep... bought jeans... then went yishun... walk walk... eat kfc cheese fries!! yippie... seems like long time din eat le... [long time = a week???] haha...

sun...

i wana watch fireworks... but... haiz... who wana watch??? argggg... sad... sobz sobz...

2006-12-24T17:30:00.000-08:00

mon...

happie b dae to steven!!! went out to meet my sis to buy x'mas stuff in the evening... very hungry!!! din eat lunch n dinner then go out... but... sis treating me!!! yeah... go orchard then to somerset then to PS... heng got concession... heez... hmmm... sis treat me go Thai Express eat!!! nice!!! i lurrve the tom yam soup!!! wohooo~~~ but i duno y their food most have sweet sweet de taste... hmmm...

tues...

went out wif lq... whole day...

wed...

stay at home... slp slp slp!!! haha... yeah!!!

thurs...

din go dance again... class full... sad... haiz...

fri...

baking cookies session... woke up so early... 7 plus!!! haiz... bake till 9 plus... whole day lor... tiring...

sat...

went for clan thingy... very tired!!! cant slp last nite... haiz... hmmm... went to watch movie after tat at PS... saw eve... haha... after movie rush for dance lessons... yeah man.. so fun... laughing thru out the whole lessons... laugh when posing... so funny... cant stop laughing... n... i'm hungry!!! stomach's growling... haiz... after tat... went kfc as usual... meet mark at kfc also... pass him cookies... then went shopping... heez...

sun...

stay at home... duno wana do wat... haiz...

2006-12-16T22:39:00.000-08:00

mon...

went to sch for 1 hr nia... but after tat went to eat tom yam at bishan... went to yishun watch movie after tat... cinderella... i tot is murder show... in the end is ghost ghost de show... haha... sorry elaine n sw... oopz... heez... dun mean it... end of the show sw n elaine dun understand... i understand abit... heez... dun scold me for recommending such a bad movie to u all le!!! after movie went to starbucks to nua... bonding!!! hahha... taught me lotsa stuff... ahem ahem...

tues...

din go sch... prepare for interview...

wed...

went to sch very early... cos got interview... phew... my interview not bad... ms anne say de... yeah... but my ica1 not good sia... nvm lor... haiz...

thurs...

pia project... stay till quite late... so din go dance again... after tat... went to bishan walk walk... then go S11 nua... bonding again... heineken not nice de... jx n lq ordered... haiz...

fri...

today tot class till 1pm... then no xml tut... so... 12 k go le... but after tat playing badminton... wohooo... i play less than 10 min perspire so cham le... then din play liao... haha... very tired... decided to go J8 de coffee bean nua again... bonding!!! bonding awhile then go eat tom yam... then go back J8 walk walk... then go home liao...

sat...

woke up at 12 plus... goin to 1... started to do bag charms as x'mas prez... do till 5... sy came to my house awhile... then go meet joneh to pass him bag... then went to dance... today not the usual instructor teach... duno how to dance also... fast sia... cant catch... go home tat time meet my sis go back home together... siao char bo... face black all the way... sheehs... dun like her lor... everytime like tat de... alight bus le... i bth her... ji tao walk fast fast... help to carry wrapping paper k not? arggg... sianz lor... i dun care her... close the door b4 she came in... say me childish or wat... i jux cant stand her... scold her si ba po... quarrel start le lor... i was cooking sth... then she say say say.. shout shout shout... pushing me hold me arms say i use the fire to burn ur face then u noe... siao one lor... everytime like to threaten pple... i say burn la burn la... i also k use fire to burn ur face... she dare me lor... she say u dare mehz? i was so angry... i took out matchsticks then light it... held close to her face... then she walk away n say i do those ah lians act... plz lor... u r the one threatening me... u r the one who started it... u r the one who always face black n fierce... if u r nice to pple... will it happen?? siao de lor...sheehs... say me ah lian act... i'm not being ah lian lor... i jux cant stand u fierce to pple... n like to threaten pple... i look like ah lian... but i'm not... ah lian??? tatz wat u tink onli lor... if u r nice to me i will definitely be nice to u... tolerance have limits de lor... i've been tolerating u for so long... kaoz kaoz kaoz...

2006-12-10T22:49:00.000-08:00

sun...

stay at home do nth... sianz..

mon...

sch as usual... but din go for crm lesson... cos... pia the IB de project...

tues...

no sch!!! haha...

wed...

wear formal again lor... for nth some more... arggg... no interview!!! hmph... sianz...

thurs...

din go for dance class... but went to celebrate lq's b dae... we ate steamboat!!! haha... got prawn competition... gals compete wif guys... gals got sw yt sher... guys got xp jx n steven... but starting few rounds onli compete wif xp n jx... steven came later... saw jacinth also having steamboat...

fri...

went sch late... oopz... haha... actually is goin bugis after sch... but... sianz... needa pia project... sianz... went bugis wif jk... but later meeting sw yt shir... bought cd-r.. jk carry... thx le jk!!! after tat... went V8 eat again... yt wana see arashi shuai ge lor... haiyo... after eat... walk walk... meet eve lata... walk walk again...

sat...

busy day... sianz... woke up 7 plus... have a meeting at 10 at bishan... get to noe new frenz... 1 guy looks like wilber... 1 guy looks like pri sch crush... after tat went to meet sher... then on the way back on train... saw the new fren i noe from the meeting... i was slping on train wif sher... sher missed the yishun stop... we r really too tired... heng... i alight at khatib... haha... really damn tired.. after tat... went for dance class... learning slow... haiz... after tat... went MOS clubbing... ton overnite...not nice lei... dun really like clubbing... smoky... tiring... boring... still like my simple life... heez... 8 then reach home... tiring...

sun...

slp till 2 wake up watch show... heez... then... watch the last ep of lovers in prague... nice... next time muz tour ard prague if i got money!!! after tat... bth... went to zzz again... lalala...

2006-12-02T08:41:00.000-08:00

sat

dun feel like replying any sms... haiz... from fri till today!!! duno y... arggg... dancing today... abit blur n slow... hahah...

sun

stay at home do resume... tiring... sianz...

mon

go sch as usual... but after tat.. went chinatown buy accessories stuff... over my previous record!!! haiz... i total spent $80... heart pain pain... but nvm... x'mas lei... happie happie!!!

tues

stay home study for market research n touch up on resume...

wed

go hair salon... saw the hairstylist... da pang zi!!! wohooo... noe... da pang zi, xiao pang, da pang, biao pang... sw n yt remind me de!!! haha...

thurs

haiz... pop quiz missed!!! arggg... sianz...

fri

went sch early.... cos needa go for biz comm de lesson... after lesson went mac eat breakfast... then went to withdraw money n shopped giordano... saw 1 top... feel like buying for julian.... shld i??? tat top so damn cute!!! sailor sailor kind... hahha... lab time... crapping wif jacky elaine yt jk... funny sia... i wan more more crapping session!!! haha...funny eh... after sch... went bugis wif sw yt n shir... shop till very tired lei... then... sw go meet her mama... left me yt n shir... then go eat!!! V8 there... hahah... saw 1 guy looks like arashi... me n yt always looking at him... funny dinner!!!

sat

went to changi airport really very early in the afternoon... 5 plus... tiring... the airport is really damn nice... i lurrrve it... also... tot of some memories... nice!!! lurrrve it... remember last time go see planes fly past... so big!!!! so nice!!! the feeling still there!!! nice man!!!! hope next time go changi airport walk walk... heez...

2006-11-24T21:08:00.000-08:00

tues

i din go sch... haha... but stay home do project wif sher eve lq n shir... haiz... faced the com from 1pm to midnight... tired!!!

wed

go sch as usual... go home at 12!!!!

thurs

got IB tut till 7 plus... very tiring... haiz... today is sis de b dae!!! i'm so happie... haha... lao le lao le... got took some pix b4 eat dinner... we ate crabs for dinner!!! nice lei!!! hahhaa... also got cake!!! hahha... sis 22 liao!!!! happie b dae!!!

fri

got presentation!!! arggg... not a good day for me!!! sobz... late for sch... then in sch... i tink i din shut my door... then i panic... called my frenz so tat k help to see... those who lived near me de la... heng... alison helped me!!! phew... i'm so damn forgetful!!! then... tot i lost my hp... actually is... ahem ahem... shhhh... then... i go back lab find my hp... cant find... then saw the com i used, i din log off!!! i'm so damn forgetful again!!! arggg... then go back... hp in my bag liao... haiz...a lesson for me... cos... i forgot to take my hp when i left the lab!!! arggg... then... presentation tat time... haiz... stuck... duno wat to say... laugh at me!!! haiz...

2006-11-20T17:11:00.000-08:00

today got CRM de ICA!!!

i'm bored!!! i miss the dance lessons... this week thurs cant go again!!! got IB tutorial AGAIN!!! onli k go on sat...

fri got presentation... duno wat to wear!!! arggg...

reading thru the 17 mag... 1 section... "watz the best gift we could get for you?" hmmm... y ask the guys onli??? din ask gals de... =( hmmm... nvm.. let me ask... wat do u wan for x'mas??? a difficult qn mahz??? hmmm...

accessories... feel like doin... for x'mas prez... but i dun haf the stuff i needed!!!! arggg... haiz... needa buy liao... no money no money... =(

i feel like goin orchard walk walk... but... lazy!!! wahaha... bugis i walk till SIAN le... orchard!!!

i realised... many things happen thru out the 3 sem... challenges r anywhere anytime!!! can u overcome them???

ask u... do u haf a good judgement on someone's character?? one's character changes or izzit tat u duno him or her well?

2006-11-17T00:34:00.000-08:00

this week tiring... doin project... sianz...

thurs din go for dance class cos got IB de tutorial... go home tat time saw shijun... chat for abt 10 min ba... last time din chat de... he quite blur lei... maybe too stressed liao ba...

fri lessons till 1pm... then eve me sw yt shir jk wins jx went bugis... to pei shirley buy cam... after tat... eat hor fun... then went chinatown... hahha... buy... those accessories de stuff... gona do x'mas prez... lalala... quite ex...

next week got 2 ICAs... sobz... sian lei... needa pia le... =(

phelan recommended a song to me... 梁山伯与茱丽叶... nice song... very sweet... it's so difficult to say "i love you"... right huh???

also like 本来... hahha... although i tink quite "old"... still tink it's nice... so meaningful...

the lyrics of 梁山伯与茱丽叶

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

the lyrics of 本来

下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了长长的简讯
对象已经不会是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

2006-11-12T22:36:00.000-08:00

today woke up early for the seminar... sianz... late again... went wif my sis... i tot impt... in the end... 6 turn up onli... chey... sheeehs...

then chat chat chat... also duno wat to say... sianz... tok abt how to improve duno wat thingy... sianz!!!

shldn't have go there... mama say till soooo impt... hmph...

after tat... went to J8 de ajisen eat... volcano ramen!!! wohooo~~~ then went shopping... not bad... heez...

go home tat time... rain heavily again... got drenched... very cold lei... not feeling well recently...

2006-11-11T00:33:00.000-08:00

today went out wif eddy... nua at mac... then go lower seletar... itz raining so heavily!!! i miss getting drenched in rain!!! heez... not feeling well after tat... hmmm...

after tat... went to dance lessons... not bad... i remembered the wrong steps for last week!!! but now remembered le...

after dance class went to eat cheese fries...

midnight eat bang mian... cos hungry!!! i k eat finish all!!! last time cant de... wohooo...

2006-11-10T23:30:00.000-08:00

today went to sch as usual... tot is till 5... but in the end... till 1pm!!! yeah...

went bishan eat tomyam wif eve sw elaine steven ray sokee jk chris n wins... bonding bonding... heez...

after eat... went to pasar malam... bought choc tu tu kuehs!!! share wif sokee... hahaha... yeah... niceee.. yummies... after tat saw jigsaw puzzles... ray eve n sokee bought... but in the end... eve give jk...

after tat... chris n sw go first... then remaining de... went J8 walk walk... i bought my x'mas sweet... heez... happie!!!

then walk ard... they all wana go swensen eat... so go there eat lor... but me eve n elaine din eat... i abt 5 like tat leave bishan... then went to meet sy...

we went to eat at swensen!!! fish n chips again!!! hahha... then she order the b dae de icecream... eat together!! yeah... after tat go walk walk... bought a tshirt... go dance!!! hahaa...

abt 7 plus go home... then 8 reach home...

tiring week!!!!

pix...

me n eve... taken in lab...

penguin!!!

swensen... b dae de ice cream!!!

me!!!

2006-11-10T00:56:00.000-08:00

thurs... went sch... stressed... n tired... arggg...

after sch went home... then meet chris for dance...

went there... class full liao... due to sch hol!!! sadden... then cant go... then me n chris went walk walk... walk to chinatown!!! eat desserts!!! niceeee... after tat... continue walking... lalala... heez...

tour ard chinatown!!!

desserts de pix!!!

2006-11-09T00:51:00.000-08:00

tues... go sch as usual...

wed... got ICA!!! haiz... biz comm ICA!!! sianz...

2006-11-07T00:09:00.000-08:00

6 nov!!! my b dae!!! yeah... today planned to go eat steamboat!!! yeah... golden mile there de... heez...

went to sch... as usual... end sch at 3... after tat... all went missing... then needa find them... they r waiting at the engineering block near lecture there... haha... they got a surprise for me!!! yeah... got a cake!!! strawberry cheesecake~~ i lurrrrrve it lots... i lurrrve cheese... i lurrrrrve strawberries!!! niceeee... they noe me so well!!! lurrrrve them lots!!!

after eat cake... me sher n lq went to my house... cos got cake left... then rest awhile... while shirley go training... eve sw n yt went bugis...

evening tat time went to golden mile eat!!! nice!!! heez...got lotsa pple come!!! the 7 flowers... steven raymond sokee jx hd n xp!!! yeah... after eat... went to play pool... got lizard there!!! eeeeee... after pool went to take cab home...

reach home le... then after awhile went to meet joneh cos wana pass me prez... then while waiting sher sms me to look at my freezer de pork n chicken!!! i wonder watz goin on... meet le joneh chit chat awhile... while chit chatting saw jiale... but he gong gong de... tink dun recognise me le ba... after a while then go back home cut cake!!!

touched tat my dad ordered a cake in the morning!!! hahah... cake not bad!!! heez..

i went to freezer see watz goin on... i saw a package!!! i open... champagn chocs!!! heez... package there write... for piggy!!! hahaha...

joneh bought me a bracelet... sokee a notebook... elaine steven n ray a pair of earrings... happie happie!!!

thx the 7 flowers... n everyone who remembered my b dae!!! thx!!! lurrrrve u lots!!!! muackies!!!

pix....

me cutting cake in sch!!!

my strawberry cheesecake!!! eating cake...eve n me...happie b dae piggy!!!
eve me n sher...shirley me elaine eve n sher...my 2nd cake!!!
my 2nd cake wif candles!!! me cutting 2nd cake!!!

2006-11-06T00:47:00.000-08:00

today went to eat dim sum!!! all abit sian... sadden... cos actually wana go out... family day... to celebrate my b dae... haiz... all sian sian de... sadden!!!

2006-11-04T00:11:00.000-08:00

mon

went to sch as usual... sianz...

tues

most din come for lec... so tap card onli... went to print resume after tapping card... then duno do wat.. lq n shirley go off first... left me yt steven elaine ray n jk... then go fj eat... after tat went to play frisbee.. me n elaine din play... haiz... so many mosquitoes... itchy lei... 7 plus went home...

wed

today got seminar... very sian lor... wear formal... so weird... cos like very long time din wear liao... hmmm... b4 seminar... saw yenling n xueli... heez... happie lei... hahaha... yeah~~ chit chat awhile... duing seminar... haiz... sianz... slp for 15min... wahaha... cant help it... oopz... after seminar... went lab do some stuff... then meet sy cos she finish learning driving le... then... do some stuff... abt 7 like tat go back... after tat... meet my er jie go shopping in the supermarket... heez... we bought lotsa stuff lei... wahaha... good!!! lotsa ice cream, titbits, sweets... heez... bought those stuff total $50.... abit shuang... cos... seldom got this kinda shopping de... wan wat then buy wat... heez... n finally got to eat hagen daz de ice cream... belgium choc... i lurrrrve the bitter of the choc...

thurs

long day... very tiring... went to dance after sch... very tiring!!!! chris din go... but nvm... haha... still not bad...

fri

this whole week rushing for the xml de tut... sianz... 5% onli... needa rush till siao... got presentation on this also... after sch went to bugis... sim lim there... eve n sw wana buy sth... eve sw me shirley wins jk went there... b4 go sim lim... we went to eat laksa... but shirley n jk din eat... eat nasi lemak instead... shop till 7 plus... very tiring...

sat

stayed at home... till 6... then went to learn dance wif sy.. hip hop!!! me slow la... cant catch up... but remembered the steps... practised at home... heez...

tiring week!!! arggg... hope next week will be better!!! lalala...

(^(00)^)

2006-10-26T23:55:00.000-07:00

today went to sch from 12 to 5... very tired... yawnz...

today de dance cant catch up... sianz...

during hip hop class saw zhi yang from campus superstar... tink it's him...

after street jazz saw soul de pple... chris identify de... i also duno... heez... blur blur...

i'm tired!!! haiz...

2006-10-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

today went sch as usual... 8 to 12...

after tat... yt sw n sokee went to my house watch the click... heez...

after tat... went back to sch again to listen to the overseas attachment briefing... haiz... the trip so ex... need abt 5k... omg... haiz... sianz...

after tat... went to buy food at south canteen... then went to the biz lect there... junior lee saw me n sokee... sianz... cant escape... haf to go... actually wana meet sy after the briefing... but... too bad le la... tat junior lee saw us... sianz..

after the lect... rushed to mac to meet sy... she very sian... feeling guilty eh...

sit down nua awhile... chit chat... then go home...

happie b dae to shirley!!!!

2006-10-24T00:14:00.000-07:00

today went sch as usual... after sch went home zzz... then after tat went to meet eve sw shir at city hall station... then went to new york new york to meet lq n sher... celebrate shir's b dae...

we took a long time to decide wat to eat... i ate... jiggy piggy (pork chop) n drank superdooper strawberry shake... wohooo... sounds so nice... but taste.... ahem ahem... pork chop so hard!!! diaoz...

took lotsa pix for at new york new york... not bad... the background... then after tat went esplanade there... heez... went there to eat shir's ice cream b dae cake... then took some pix...

very tiring day...

foodie foodie...

2006-10-22T16:01:00.000-07:00

most unforgettable things tat happen this week...

went J8 wif sw...

we took bus to J8 after sch... board the bus... tap the ezlink card... walk to a seat... then got 1 guy say the bus driver call us go back... he ask for my ezlink card... then look at it... then ask for my name... i told him my full name... then compared the ezlink card pix n me... then i told him "ya ya... the pix not dun look like me de" then he say "ya lor..." then k go back liao... haiz...

dun look like mehz??? hmmm...

wondering... if go clubbing how huh? sy say dun look like also!!! haiz... then how how how???

maybe i shld change the pix??? hmmm....

2006-10-21T01:22:00.000-07:00

10 oct

my papa b dae!!! ate ice cream cake!!! first time... niceeeee... lurrrve it lots... heez... happie b dae papa!!! muackies...

11 oct

went out wif lq b4 her work... bought 2 shoes... after tat... went to meet yt at bugis... yt buy lotsa stuff wor... goin home tat time... in train... saw... jiayue francis n his grp of frenz... jiayue looks so blur... francis's face very red worx...

12 oct

happie b dae francis!!!

14 oct

pri sch gathering... haiz... sianz... so little gals go... onli me n jess... sadden... but fun!!! heez... took neos wif jess... not bad... heez... but din get to take pix wif other peeps... haiz...

16 oct

sch start le!!! new sem!!! lotsa projects... lesser exams... haiz... torturing!!! but i do look forward to the new sem... haf motivation to study hard n play hard!!! haha... planning to do learn many things... last time when young din get to do it... so... heez... focusing on my dancing... if got time baking or cooking ba... i miss playing badminton n swimming... duno when k do it... hmmm...

feel like goin china for attachment... but... tinking of the expenses... sianz... tinking if i noe how to take care of myself... hmmm... having doubts... haha... no confidence...

recently like to go J8 there dong dong the plush toys!!! haha... so cute... lurrve the black n white pig... n also... pandas!!! hahha... cute lei... lurrrrrve them lots... J8 i walk till sian le... nth to buy de... =(

19 oct

jk b dae... happie b dae!!!

today's a bad day... sianz... tot no 2604 tut n prac... so go home earlier... in the end... went home le... slp half an hour... yt sms say got... then rush back to sch... then reach sch le say actually no need go back de... waste my time for sleeping n waste my concession... still wana use it when goin dance de lor... sianz...

got dance today!!! quite fun... seems like too long din go dance de feeling... hmmm... not flexible... angelia n her frenz got come for dance!!! today de like many pple... hmmm...

20 oct

very early sch dismissal... so went np wif sher... walk ard.. buy stationary... ate cheese fries... heez... happie happie!!! after tat went home take a nap till 7 plus... but still tired!!! haha... pig pig pig... rite???

2006-10-01T01:34:00.000-07:00

today went suntec wif eve n sw...

go suntec will tink of fwomen... tink of fwomen will tink of the top i wan... haiz.. see see nia...

went to charles n keith get eve's shoes..

after tat went kfc eat... haiz... my student meal.... eve din change to cheese fries... =(

after tat... eve go sengkang... then me n sw go shopping!!! hahha

went marina square... walk walk... see see got my nike bag... haiz... dun haf... saw nelson chew in marina square... haha... walk walk then see him again... haiyo... say me siao... walking rounds n rounds!!!! hmph...

then nth to walk liao... went bugis... went bugis so many times liao... hahha... walk ard... then took neos... new machine!!! haha...

we go bugis sure go to the top there... movie there... nua... haha... chit chat... haha...

walk awhile nua awhile... heez...

went icon there... level 6 there got sell those small toys... immediately... i tink of my cuteee julian... tinking if wana buy tofu man or mickey mouse for him... in the end bought mickey mouse stuff... heez... hope he will like it... then i bought my pochacco stuff... haha... finally found pochacco stuff... i lurrrrve it man!!! haha.. there de pochacco stuff limited... sad!!! haiz... but... the lady there say got pple finding for pochacco stuff also.. hahha... i also finding... i asked tat lady if she got other pochacco stuff... heez... she say no... sadden... but anyway... if she got find pochacco stuff... she will email me!!! haha... happie happie... =D

after parco close.... went kfc nua again... eat cheese fries!!! hahha... happie happie... after tat went home le...

2006-09-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

Sun
parents went malaysia... sis go out... no one at home very sian... went np wif phelan... went nee soon east cc get the schedule for classes... wana learn yoga!!! haha... go np wif phelan very dangerous... so scary de... long long story... haiz...

mon
went bugis wif er jie... she wana buy tshirts... so go wif her... finally got to eat at the bugis street level 2 de restaurant... not bad... next time go there eat again... heez... take cab home cos sis tired le... =D

tues
went chinatown wif mama... evening meet papa n er jie... we ate zhu chao for dinner!!!! not bad la... heez... saw 1 guy like guo pin chao... hahha...

wed
went my popo's house wif mama... saw my cuteeeee julian... miss him so much... heez... he damn cute lor... hahha... we brought a spiderman lantern for him... haha... then i brought the 2 toufu man i bought for him... he very cute lor... hang the toufu man on his scooter... haha... so cute... he also got fake slping... haha... i go tickle him!!! hahah... he laugh so cute!!! when watching cartoons... he wear his specs lei!!! my cousin say he wear specs like mini version of harry potter... hahha... so cute lor... haiyo... feel like carrying him...

thurs
went for street jazz... yutaki teach... not bad... wa... the stretching... really... pain pain... hahha... not bad... try to remember the steps!!! hahha... =P bought dark choc... hmmm... not bitter de... i wan the most bitter dark choc!!!! =P

2006-09-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

today went chinatown for dinner... go restaurant... those like club de gathering like tat de... hmmm... so many..... elders!!!! haiz... so few teenagers... sadden... very sian lor... haiz..

today chinatown start the light deco... find 1 day muz go see see... heez...

today go there eat... saw 1 lady... she... i tink is got act in show de... act as mother de... hee... she... sing cantonese opera de!!! she very qiang eh...

the whole dinner... for 2 plus hours... have cantonese opera... duno wat they singing... duno wat else to do... but onli noe to eat...

ytd saw brown wif pink strips de adidas jacket... temptation come liao... haha.... new target... now duno y like brown wif pink de combination... heez... hope k buy.... brown wif pink nike words de tote bag n brown wif pink de adidas jacket!!!

(^(00)^)

2006-09-23T02:05:00.000-07:00

today went bugis... actually is wana study biz env... but... in the end no mood...

meet yt... but late... sorry huh... then went nafa... din go b4... there de pple very style lei... hmmm...

met shirley at nafa... but din study... then go to the japan anime de exhibition... niceeeeee... haiyo... the security guard so fierce... take pix onli... how i noek not take wor... hmph... others k take mahz... =( but in the end got take some pix la... =X

went jack's place after tat... but... in the end din eat...

then went suntec go pizza hut eat... heez... yt's treat!!! after tat very full then go walk walk... shop shop ard... but din get to buy anything...

yt went nafa for her lesson... then me n shirley go shopping... yeah... bought lotsa stuff... yeah... not bad... heez...

walk until 9 plus then i go chinatown meet my parents... then go home le... very tired!!!

yu le bai fen bai got jay chou!!! haha... yeah... =P

(^(00)^)

2006-09-22T00:32:00.000-07:00

today went for street jazz class...

lurrrrve the niu pi gu de step... hahha... quite fun... yeah....

today went for class alone... abit boring de... but... went to class... saw my neighbour angelia... saw her from the mirror... very familiar... then turn ard n see again... really her!!! haiz... i murmured "angelia?" she nodded... she DUNO WHO I AM!!!! argggg...

i change lots mehz??? hmmm... sadden...

we chat while goin back... heez...

2006-09-20T23:04:00.000-07:00

today get results le... pass all... heez.. happie wif it...

went bishan wif sy... go shop for his bro tops... walk ard after tat... saw many soft toys from mini toons, precious thots... niceee... haha... feel like buying a damn damn damn damn big de soft toy to bao bao... like my bolster... haha... the turtle in mini toons so cuteeee... eyes big big!!!

feel like buying a nike bag... brown wif pink nike words... colour combi not bad... went to see but onli got sling de... not thot bag...

went home abt 6 plus... sy's parents drive me back de...

i wana learn driving!!! sy say many gals learn driving motorcycle... i ask my parents if i can learn anot... my mama say... u haf the strength mahz??? haiz... driving motorcycle very shuai lei... haha... i dun tink i will be learning driving once i reach 18... tink will wait till i haf the ability to buy a car then learn... or no car after u got the license also no use...

feeling so bored... ate 2 ice cream in 1 shot!!! haha... moo moo ice cream!!! niceee...

feeling tired le... wana read book... but... abit sian... hmmm...

2006-09-18T01:42:00.000-07:00

some times i tink i dun do n tink things reasonably... i duno how to solve a prob rationally... haiz... it' not easy to solve a prob... the onli thing i could do is jux avoid... i really duno wat to do...

if a prob is easy to solve... i wun even avoid... there r pros n cons for each solution... but tinking of the cons of the best solution... jux couldn't bear to make it happen...

the main priority is to make no one getting hurt...

NOT EASY!!!!

2006-09-18T01:08:00.000-07:00

today went out wif eve... went bugis... heez... actually wana buy cr-r de... but in the end nope lor...

went pray pray... heez...

then went walk bugis street n parco...

bought hp stickers!!! yeah... fun eh... haha...

saw 1 jacket not bad... next week go see again... yeah... hip hop!!! hahaha...

bought my jay chou cd also... not bad... lurrrrve 退后... damn nice... the lyrics so meaningful... sounds so true!!! his pix also shuai... so stylo... yeah... haha...

reach home abt 10 like tat... then eat my crabs!!! haha... niceeee... i'm hungry again now!!! heez... grrrrrrrr....

2006-09-17T00:55:00.000-07:00

ytd went out wif sharon... haha... miss her lei!!! hahha... finally meet her... go gai gai eat eat... so happie... haha... too bad alison din go wif us... haiz... went out till 7 plus ba...

today... busy schedule...

my com still haven repair ok!!!! arggg... sian lei... y like tat de... haiyo... mark come my house so many times... till all sian diao le... haiyo...

met sy... went nee soon cc... saw some shuai ges there... quite familiar... duno la... hip hop style... haiz... now so into hip hop... wat has happen to me man?!?!?!? arggg....

went np walk walk awhile... then buy cheese fries back... wohoooo... hahhaa...

went home watch i not stupid 2... so sad... cried again... i was wondering if i will be so strong if i really haf these encounters... it's not easy... as time goes by... everyone will become much more brave n strong to face the different encounters to be met in the future... everyone tends to learn as he or she grows older...

tinking... wat haf i learnt from kindergarden to pri... pri to sec... sec to poly... poly till now... time flies so fast... wat haf i learnt till now???

feel like watching the haunted apartments... haiz... sy scared... cant watch... actually also scared la... but... to zhuang dan... haha... watching horror movies can make me tink of last time watch shutter... hahha... me alison sharon n mark.. alison n mark sit beside me... in the end... end of the show... their hands get "tortured" by me... haha...

miss every moments... miss nachos... miss.... EVERYONE!!! lurrrrrve ya... muackies...

(^(00)^)

2006-09-15T00:30:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 2... then eat lunch... then slp again... till 5... hahha... i'm simply juxxxx sooooooo pig!!!! hahaha...

looking thru the pix took during chalet... so funny... lurrrrve it lots... hahha... so memorable...

hmmm... tinking of wat to do wif the seashells... feel like making accessories... but... scared drill holes then the seashells break... wat to do?!?!?!?! haiz...

starting to miss all cheesy stuff... haha... cheese fries... nachos... cheesy potato wedges... haha...

today de dance... i tink easier to remember but.... hahhaa... again la... forgot some le... wahahha... =X

haiz... i'm still feeling so tired... yawnzzzzzzz......

(-(00)-)

2006-09-13T22:08:00.000-07:00

chalet!!! niceeee... 12 sep 2006 to 13 sep 2006

finally got chalet... 2 days 1 nite...

me ray eve yt meet at khatib to buy drinks n some stuff to bring go there... heavy!!!! hahha... then... went to pasir ris wait for the others to come...

me ray eve yt sw steven chris jk meet first then go to downtown east... yeah... shirley meet lata de...

we get ready all bbq stuff... then slack... until... evening...

started to cook!!! i din cook la... hahha... lazy... also duno how... haha... all guys start fire, cook food... not bad!!! haha...

eat until full le... got take some pix... some funny poses... hahha... funny eh... then slack again while waiting for more pple to come...

when lq xp jx hd yc come liao... go out eat again... gona get fatter!!! haha... lurrrrve otahs... hahaha... mamamia...

late late at nite also got drink alcohol... play games... drink till red red de... haha... really bth... got slp a little while...

6 plus went to beach walk walk... heez... not bad... feeling so fresh in the morning... hahha...

after tat... check out at abt 8 plus... go mac eat breakfast then go home liao...

now very tired le... gona slp lots lots lots!!! haha...

(-(00)-)

2006-09-03T22:41:00.000-07:00

yeah... sign up for street jazz liao... yippie... waiting for class onli... hahha...

so many heard tat i goin to learn hip hop dance... all... " huh??? really mahz??? u can anot??? sure anot??? " haiyo... din try b4 dun mean k not mahz... try first... haha... maybe i k lei??? hahaha... trust me!!! hahaha...

2006-08-31T20:30:00.000-07:00

today!!!! teachers' day celebration!!!! hahha... went to watch concert!!! nice!!! not bad!!! miss my sch's shirt!!! haha... miss concert also... wushu nice eh... but... hip hop dance.... abit disappointing...

after concert went to find chew n mdm ng... onli find these 2 teachers... guess y??? cos... onli they remember me!!! wahaha... others also forgot liao... hahha... but... mr nair remember me!!! hahha... be cos.... of.... one embarrassing thing... dun say le... hahha... =X

took pix wif chew alison n sy... wanted to take pix wif mdm ng de... but too many pple find her liao... sad...

yeah... next week... meeting up wif chew n mark n alison!!! hahaha... good good... wahaha...

after goin sec sch... went town wif lq... heez...

very tired arh~~~

2006-08-31T00:26:00.000-07:00

wohooo~~~ end of exams liao... wahaha... k relax liao... yeah~~~

today went to cut hair... hmmm... abit... man man kind... nvm lor... haiz... sianz... then after tat meet sy... bought my pants for dance!!! yeah... feel like buying roxy handbag... haiz... but... ex... arggg...

tml is teachers' day celebration... happie!!! k see chew, mdm ng n other teachers... wahaha...

we went to buy cards for some teachers... heez...

excited abt tml!!!!

2006-08-13T18:13:00.000-07:00

it's gona be the end of this sem... i've learnt lotsa things from this sem... noe many things from this sem... see thru how pple r... noe wat they r... whether or not r true frenz... how they treat me... many many things...

dun trust some pple whom i used to trust...

it's diff to judge pple jux knowing him or her for a short period of time... for now... then i noe... wat they r to me... n wat i am to them...

hypocrites or backstabbers... itz so diff to trust them again... many things jux happen too fast... too fast tat i duno wat to do then... now... i noe wat i will do...

as compared to the past... i'm too innocent n soft-hearted... from now on... i wun be innocent n soft-hearted... dun blame me for anything...

u r the ones who changed me to wat i am now!!! dun blame me for anything... u r the ones who caused me like tat!!!

I HATE HYPOCRITES N BACKSTABBERS... HATE THEM TO CORE!!!

2006-08-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

today slp till 2 like tat... then go online chat... after tat prepare to go out meet sy at marina square... meet her liao... eat curry for dinner... not bad... after tat went to suntec convention where wcg is held... to see dance... fb got dance mahz... heez...

other grps dance not bad la... fb din win...

then after tat went to marina square watch fireworks... heez... get to watch the full one... but din get to record the full one... sobz... i tink today's fireworks... nicer than others de... yeah...

after tat meet my pri sch de guys... the 3 musketeers n 2 more guys... now is 5 musketeers liao.. yq wq phelan ty wc... hmmm... hahhaa...

sy go home first... then they go eat... meet elaine steven n his frenz awhile... then me go le... hee... then after tat go walk walk wif 5 musketeers... haiyo... tat yq always make me laugh until siao... ytd laugh until choke while drinking my ice milo... argggg.... hahha...

after tat went esplanade take pix... haiyo... needa drag them go lor... haiyo... i like their mama like tat... they like small kids love to play like tat... diaoz eh... haiyo... got take some pix... not bad... hahaha...

after tat... went to rush for last train... hahha... ty alight at amk... others... khatib... hahha...

after tat... went to drink... jux 1 bottle of vodka... hee... then after tat i go home liao...

headache arh~~~

我就是想念和喜欢那单纯的你.... =P

2006-08-11T14:21:00.000-07:00

everyone is changing... no matter is their appearances or character... time n environment causes the change... i wun deny tat i've changed... cos i noe everyone will confirm change de...

i realised i've changed alot... but... the pple ard me have also changed alot... simply duno y... as 1 changes... he or she is not innocent as b4 le... y cant everyone jux stay innocent???

i noe there's yin n yang... when some one is innocent, there muz be someone who is not innocent...

i miss my pri sch life!!! i miss all my cute n innocent pri sch frenz... can i turn back the time???

i'm tired of everything...

我就是想念和喜欢那单纯的你.... =P

2006-08-10T01:00:00.000-07:00

today i slpt till... 1 then wake up watch show... then continue zzz till 4... then prepare to go out...

today went out wif yq phelan wq... 3 musketeers... haiz... onli gal... kena shoot again liao lor.. hahha... meeting them so fun!!!! hahha... tat yq la... always make me laugh... laugh until stomachache... haiyo...he come out very cham de... hahha... everyone qiao him food... cos he good mahz... n RICH!!! hahaa...

today went city hall there... wana watch fireworks... but... miss again... sianz... then went bugis... actually wana play pool... but in the end went arcade... hahha... yq buy tat ex ex de ice cream for me!!! happie... hahha... but no chocoholic... then i ate berry blues... hahah... not bad... but a little sweet...

after arcade go walk ard... then went mac eat... ate mcflurry... hahaha... yq pay again!!! wahaha... then went... back liao... took some pix... niceee... miss them... heez...

yq very fun de lor.. phelan also... say many funny stuffs... but wq very quiet lei... hmmm...

yq i wan care bear!!!!

2006-08-09T01:04:00.000-07:00

hmmm... today watch the lakehouse... i was tinking... will u wait for someone for 2 yrs b4 getting together??? it's difficult lor... haiz... 2 yrs is a long period... many things will happen... pple also will change... haiz... difficult difficult difficult la... haiz...

then... today watch fireworks... my tears almost come out... haiz... duno y... when the fireworks shown... tears coming out soon... hahhaa..

seems like so many gan chu today...

2006-08-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

today got tight schedule lor.. haha... bz gal eh...

today... meet sokee, sulaiha, sw at yck station b4 goin sch
late again... sorry... then go sch straight... meet yt at sch... then go bind report then go eat... hee...

after tat go for ecpj presentation... all k run smoothly... heng... scared scared de lei... hee...

after ecpj stuff... i go home change... cos i dun wana wear formal go out!!! sianz... then after tat meet yt sw steven elaine sokee ray jk da jie n shirley at PS...

watch movie!!! ahhaha... lake house... i long time no watch movie since...... heez... got 1 tix extra... so i call phelan come lor...wanted to eat nachos but full le... heez...

afer the movie... i go... watch fireworks!!!! wif phelan... diaoz... haiz... i noe he sian de la... but too bad... hahhaa... go there many pple lei... haiz... i not tall enuff... so call phelan help me record lor... heez... not bad lei the fireworks!!! lurrrrrrrrrrrrrve it!!!!

after tat... go eat... i din eat... pei phelan eat... then chit chat... hahah...

while walking back to mrt station... phelan show me his video... he n his fren record mtv!!!! damn funny lor... laugh until stomachache... hahaha... next time show me more huh phelan!!! hahaha...

phelan good bro sia... pei me watch fireworks... listen to my fan naos again... good bro!!! hahaha... thx huh...

2006-08-06T01:08:00.000-07:00

yeah... today fireworks!!!! wahaha... from italy de team... yeah...

today went to sch to do ecpj project... sianz lei... haven solve my calculate total de... try to use evelyn n sher's coding... k not... prac de also k not... sian lor... haiz...

after tat... do until 5 like tat... then i go home awhile... rest... duno go where mahz.. then after tat meet sy yt anna jk chris steven n elaine at bishan station... we wana go see fireworks de... heez... but elaine n steven din come wif us... haiz...

then we went to shop at suntec... find formal... saw some not bad de... PINK COLOUR!!! hahaa... then after tat went foodcourt... wana eat... but too many pple liao... then... go carrefour buy sth...

after tat went marina square.. to watch fireworks... but... haiz... miss a short while... then... my cam low batt... arggg... sianz... i wan fireworks!!! heng yt got record... heez... happie...

next time mux go early liao... wahaha...

after tat went to eat... tiramisu... not bad... hmmm... while eating i was tinking when k i make tiramisu??? hmmm... hahhaa...

2006-08-05T00:27:00.000-07:00

recently everyone ard me... i'm refering to my classmates... so stressed abt the ecpj project lor... wa... haiz... bth... sian lei... so stressed... i ytd cant slp... then... after lying on the bed awhile... i was half aslp..... walau... sian lor... bth... i was tinking how to solve the shopping cart de... haiz... tinking where i shld place the codes... wat else to add... haiz... sianz...

today went to sch early to do... cos after tat goin out mahz... haiz... sianz... so many things to do... i gan chiong... bad temper... heez... sorry huh... haiz... sianz... do from 9 plus in the morning till... 7 in the evening lei... facing the com for so damn long... n i'm still facing it now... argggg... hate it hate it... i need more slp!!!! hahha...

haiz... recently... met up wif phelan... he's such a good bro to me... hahaha... listen to all my troubles... heez... he gave me suggestions n wat he tink... good bro!!! next time i will listen to ur worries de... haha...

seems tat many pple ard me... have troubles... haiz... sianz... me also haf... haf i influenced others??? no la... haha... jk de... heez...

recently haf seem to realise sth... how u treat me i will also treat u as how u treat me... i cant be soft hearted le... i muz be strong independent... i tink i've changed recently... too bad lor... sheeh...(-(00)-)

come on everyone... be happie n let go of it!!! yeah... tml will haf better n more positive stuff ahead waiting for us!!!

everyday is a happie day for me regardless of wat happen... [ noe it's hard... but itz better to be happie!!!!]

2006-08-03T00:51:00.000-07:00

today... very tired lor... ytd do the ip net project till late... arggg... cos... i compiling mahz... haiz... sianz... very tired lor...

then went to sch for prac lesson... then reach sch liao last min pia for ipnet... touch up... sianz...

after tat eat lor... hahha... then do some ecpj...

evening go home... then go take specs... not bad la... heez... after tat meet phelan... he treat me eat mcflurry!!!! wahaha... he good sia... hhaha... recently chat then... meet up chit chat more... hahaha... haiyo... he becum so ah beng... sian diao... scared of him sia... tok to him very funny de lor... haiyo... i suan him he suan me... suan lai suan qu... hahha... haiz... but he smoke... haiyo... last time owe him many things still haven give him eh... haha... pai seh sia... still owe him b dae cake!!!! heez...

phelan... my good bro... heez...

phelan --- feng
taiyun --- yun
together... they r FENG & YUN...
weiqiang --- li xiao yao
me.... POCHACCO...

each haf 1 character tat represent each other... not bad... hahaha...

2006-07-19T00:52:00.000-07:00

i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate my da jie... kaoz... always slap me... slap slap slap... cannot dun slap meh... kaoz... slap la slap some more... confirm got retribution de... f*** onli noe how to slap... scarly in the future u get more slaps than me... until ur face got the scars... k not remove.... kaoz...

slap slap slap.. not once or twice lor... f***

not i dun wana slap u... if i got the strength i confirm will slap de lor... f*** u tot wat... my face for u to slap ar... kaoz... tmd... hope u tio retribution for the rest of ur life... kaoz... when u tio ur retribution... u will then noe how it feels...

everytime onli noe how to scold pple... b4 u scold sum1... tink of how u behave first... dun scold sum1 when u really did sth bad also... say pple "jian" u also muz tink if u "jian" anot first... dun say w/o tinking u are 1.... see who "jian" lor... f***

everytime pick on others... u lei... u not wrong mehz? u tot u the biggest everyone muz give in to u huh... no lor... u old dun tink u the biggest... not everything everyone will give in de...

u tink papa mama always help me... no lor... now i tink they always help u... now i tink they dote u more than me... i'm not jealous tat they dote u more... doesn't mean i will give in to u...

always tink of urself... taking everything tat's the best... leaving those bad ones to others... can u tink of others??? food also like tat... eat eat eat... leaving so little for us...

it's so obvious tat papa mama dote on u more... but can u jux treat them better???

i really cant stand u... f*** tmd... *crying*

2006-07-16T23:19:00.000-07:00

today... family day!!! hahah... went out wif da jie er jie papa and mama... heez... went to bugis pray pray then go buy crystals... heez... after tat... went bugis village shop... saw 1 opss de sch mate... there got lotsa pple eh... sianz... after walk le... went to find my parents... on the way, buy ice cream... ice cream got waffle biscuit n bread de... not bad eh... niceeeee... heez...

we then go golden mile there eat steamboat... damn damn niceeeee... other chicken, satay, 1 more plate of fishballs... wohooo... damn niceee... ate abt 20 fishballs eh... heez... the uncle there serve us de... also very nice... duno y tat day so friendly... hahha... last time lian chou chou de... hmmm... eat until very full...

hmmm... duno when k go eat again... i wana eat the fishballs again... heez... lurrrrrrve fishballs... mamamia... but not everytime k go eat de... cos... not every sunday got family day... haiz...

2006-07-15T12:48:00.000-07:00

today went out wif sy in the evening... but b4 tat... slp till 2 plus then wake up... but... after an hour... feel tired again.... heez...

met sy at orchard station... then went to eat... crystal jade... cos... sy treat!!! wahaha.. niceeeee... heez...

then went to shop la... wahahaha...

i bought.... 1 3/4 pants... 2 earrings... 1 necklace... 1 top... hmmm... sounds so many... feeling bad... haiz...

i realise... the salesgal whom i bought the 3/4 pants from... gave me extra $10... wohooo... actually shld gimme back $20 for the change... in the end... gave $30 lei... hahha...

fep there k buy so many things... hahha... quite happie... but... xin tong la... heez...

2006-07-13T02:06:00.000-07:00

have been doin ecpj project recently... sianz... so many stuff needa do lor... still got biz comm n biz environment de project needa do... tests coming up also... haiz... stressed...

i realised i haf many things i wana learn n do... hip hop dance, ballroom dance, yoga, pilates, sign language... i noe these stuff r not really useful... but these r my interests... really hope to learn... ballroom dance next time working k also use...

my papa say i no need learn sign language... but... sign language also k help pple de... there was once i saw a grp of pple who uses sign language to communicate... i then haf the urge to learn n communicate wif them... but... i jux duno where i k learn...

after this sem... maybe i will go learn sth i'm interested in...

i wana strive hard for my studies le... motivated by the "hat" er jie wore... so guilty... haf been playing all this while... time to work hard!!! heez...

national day fireworks coming soon... hoping to see all fireworks... heez...

so many things needa fan... i very tired le... hope break faster come... n faster sort out everything...

2006-07-09T00:01:00.000-07:00

today is my er jie de commencement... heez... happie for her... but... haiz... duno wat to wear... tink n tink... in the end... wear a t shirt n skirt... er jie choose de...

then go there... saw some shuai ges... me n da jie no tickets... so... stand outside... then after awhile... got seats inside... then we go in sit... not bad... heng din miss my er jie taking the cert... heez...

after the ceremony... got national anthem... seems tat long time din hear liao... hahha...

after tat... ceremony end le... go take pix liaoz... saw many er jie's frenz... haha... er jie took a balloon for me.. some more it's PINK!!! wahha... especially for me... happie eh...

got wear her "hat" to take pix... hahaa... funny eh...

hope i k go U... k graduate to wear tat "hat"... heez... k see shuai ges also.. hahaha...

2006-07-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

today is mark n sw b dae... went to sch as usual... planning to cut hair... cos mama n papa always say my mushroom head... heez... bo bian lor... actually also wana cut le...

went to sch... meet sw n yt at yck station... then wish sw happie b dae... then walk to sch... saw justin on the way to sch... hi n bye... haha...

went to lab do prac... sianz...

after prac... go see dogs... cos... got police dog mahz... haha... very cute... then after tat go mac celebrate sw's b dae... bought the cake at sch... the cake very sweet eh...

after tat rush to cut hair...

sianz... fringe so diaoz... haiz...

anways... sw n mark!!! happie b dae!!! (^(00)^)

2006-07-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

today went bugis again wif chris n winston...

actually meet chris first... at 3.30 de... but... late again... heez... sorry... then... go arcade meet him then walk walk awhile... after tat meet winston...

today got superband de event there lor... so many pple there... haiz...

then we go walk walk... see see... din get to find my shoes... haiz... then... winston n chris... looking at those chio bus... giving comments... so funny lor... especially winston... haha... they will give lotsa comments... got sales gal pretty will also comments... i'm wondering if he go get number... how will the situation be like... i wana see lei... hahha...

went kfc eat... then sit down... continue see chio bus... some how got influenced by them liao... haha... instead of seeing guys... i looking at gals... but... I'M STRAIGHT!!! hahaha...

after tat walk awhile then go fep... bought my shoes at fep... then walk walk... there r more chio bus there.... haha... suit their tastes de ba...

today vey tired... tml gona slp till late late then wake up... haiz... tml will be a boring day... my er jie go chalet... parents go malaysia... da jie go pa tuo... haiz... nvm... i'll find ways to entertain myself!!! hahaha...

2006-07-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

today went to bugis wif shir, dajie, yt, sw, chris, winston, raymond, jk...

at first is meet 2 de... but late again la... oopz... sorry... i reach there abt 2.40... i reach there meet ray sw yt shir... shir brought her niece out... (i tink is niece ba) she very cute eh... kids r simply so cute n innocent... lurrrrve kids so much... but she very quiet... so... din tok... =( i asked her wan sweets anot... she took it... but din blame her for taking whole packet.. heez... kids shy... so nvm... give her... heez... after tat she went home... tooo shy liaoz...

then after tat winston chris jk came... meet us... see toys... heez... so cute... kids nowadays r so damn fortunate... tinking of last time... i always play five stones de... haiz... now so many toys liao..

we gals continue looking at the toys... while the guys went to arcade play... w/o informing.. haiz... so we go look for them...

while walking... saw 2 big big dolls... promoting the ice cream sold at basement 1... ex ex de ice cream... cute eh... took their pix... hahha...

after tat went play pool... 1st game wif chris a team against ray n jk... my 2nd game wif shir... heez...

went ajisen after pool... but... the guys din join us... so... we ourselves go lor... the ramen i ordered... haiz... the smell got "stuck" onto my hair... eeee... hate it... so smelly to me... heez...

after eat... go toilet... then da jie n shir go off le... after awhile... yt also went off... so left me n sw go shopping...

i bought pants... sw bought shoes mini skirt n pants...

waited for yt to end class then go home... heez...

still searching for my shoes!!!

2006-06-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

today... reach sch at ard 10.10 to 10.15 like tat... hmmm... my class de.. onli... sher lq n jk reach there... wohooo... finally so called "early"!!! hahha... haiyo... actually... is they came later... heez...

today onli got lecture n lab lesson... after lab... very hungry liao... so go mac eat... afer tat go home liao...

but... i went out again... pei my er jie go bishan... buy... formal... then go walk walk... find my shoes... saw 1 pair not bad... next time go fep then compare... i also wan HIGH HEELS!!! heez...

after tat... went home... hahha... reach khatib station... from escalator... saw... yenling at downstairs.. toking to sum1... tat sum1 de back view very familiar... then i tink is... yiquan... then i told my sis... then faster go see izzit anot... haha... really is yiquan n yenling... so happie to see them... see them... chat chat chat... very funny eh... suddenly... miss my pri sch life... they r so cute...

after tat... go buy bubble tea... heez... then go home le...

i now very tired... i duno how to do finance... i lazy to do also...

2006-06-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

start sch le... very sleepy... haiz... i need MORE SLP!!! heez...

today my mama took out when i was small de pix... see le also happie... haha... last time i got bangs de... now i also got bangs... haha... last time de length is similar to now de length... haha... but last time is papa cut de!!! heez...

my er jie saw last time i so guai... haiz... now??? not guai le.. hmmm... true mahz??? hmmm... duno la... heez... everyone is changing de mahz... this i agree... heez...

my pix~~~

look like now mahz??? heez...

2006-06-23T00:14:00.000-07:00

heez... today slack at home... heez... slp le eat... eat le slp.. a pig's life!!! wahaha...

today woke up early.... i tot 11am got discuss project online... in the end... i woke up... on com... no one online.. diaoz eh... then i tink is 11PM then discuss... haiz... so blur lor... haiz... so early wake up.. if not i will wake up at 1 plus de... in the end online... chit chat wif sy... until 2 plus... then i go zzz liao... heez... slp until 6 plus... still not shuang eh...

when chatting wif sy... i look out of the window... i saw bubbles floating up... so damn nice... feel like playing... so long time din play liao... haiz... but if play at outside... pple tink i childish... but in fact... i am la... haha...

after 9pm show... we go chinatown fetch my mama... heez... she watch opera mahz... then alone... so we go fetch her lor... my papa go find mama... then me n er jie play hei bai ceh n hai dai chuan... so funny... we shout very loud also... haha...

haiz... now k not bake cookies le... no time... no time to buy ingredients... no time to bake... haiz... so... after exams then k... haiz...

2006-06-20T01:30:00.000-07:00

my mum... abit siao le... she hor... haiyo... onli told her i saw my cousin n her gf nia... she tot i wan bf liao... diaoz eh... haiyo... say until i bth... haiyo... some sort of haf a debate wif her...

she tinks tat 20 plus years old then k get into relationship... but... i tink nope... i tink... 20 plus de hua abit old liao... getting into relationship at my age like tat also not bad... it's some sort like an experience... if u haf the feel... jux go ahead... if 20 plus u then start to haf the first bf... haiyo... like too late le... one woman's youth is limited... heez... i always tell my mum n sis... haha...

but anyway... she meant me good.. so i tink... also true la... heez... anyway... i tink she tot i still "innocent" de... heez...

2006-06-20T01:13:00.000-07:00

ytd... father's day... din celebrate much... heez... but got nice nice food... not bad le... heez...

watched the 9pm channel u de show... funny n touching... parents r so great.... suddenly realise they r so good... shld treasure them... heez...

today... went to sch do projects... haiz... sianz... saw my "ah pa"... heez...

do until 3 plus 4 plus like tat go eat... then after tat wana buy smoothie for my er jie de... but dun haf liao... haiz... then me go home... heez... slp on the floor until dinner time... lazy pig mahz...

8 plus go down buy ice cream... heez... but... haiyo... the cashier... count wrongly... in the end give us back $2.20 back... first time buy ice cream until $20 like tat... haha... finally buy my moo moo ice cream... heez... lurrrrve it... cute some more lor... haha...

i haf a sudden crave for cheese fries!!!! arggg...

(^(00)^)

2006-06-17T03:13:00.000-07:00

haiz... suddenly miss all my teddy bears!!! haiz... i mis the fun playing wif them... hmmm... but... they r now not beside me... haiz... i got lotsa bear bear de... but... most r put in the storeroom... haiz... i wan my bear bear!!! i miss hugging them!!! haiz...

i remembered i got 1 big big de... is my er jie give me as b dae prez... so cuteee... heez... lurrrve it lots... but it's in the storeroom... sad sia... haiz...

hmmm... next time... when i haf my own house... i gona place all my bear bear ard me!!! wahaha... i wan my house to be pink n wif lotsa bear bear!!! wahaha...

hmmm... let me tink... car pink... house pink wif lotsa bear bear!!! hmmm... still got wat ne???

hmmm... suddenly pity my future husband... haha... haf to bear wif all these... heez... =P

really haf lotsa things wana do... but... haiz... i wana learn hip hop dance... but... i need sum1 to accompany me... heez... so go there no need scared no need be bored...

i wana go taiwan also... i wana see jay chou's shop... i wana go there shopping n sight seeing... n.... also eat there de nice nice stuff...

i wan adidas jacket!!! arggg...

i wan bear bear!!! heez...

(^(00)^)

2006-06-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

haiz... sianz... got so many projects... ecpj, dbms, finance, biz comm, biz environment.... haiz... tml goin back sch to do projects... sianz lei...

haiz... my ankle pain AGAIN!!! haiz... hmmm... wondering tml will be like a tie guai li... hmmm... duno will be having walking difficulties anot...

now my ankle numb numb de... sianz... when walk... pain... haiz...

hope projects faster finish...

hope my ankle faster recover...

hope my luck will get better...

hope i k go shopping!!!

hope.... i can slp all day long!!!! wahaha...

(^(00)^)

2006-06-14T22:01:00.000-07:00

everyone everything every where is constantly changing... i dun deny tat i've changed... but... some times i do really wonder if itz someone who haf changed too much or jux tat we duno him or her well...

things r so contradicting... wat u tink may not be real... everything is so unpredictable...

2006-06-12T22:29:00.000-07:00

today... went out wif lq... to marina square... heez... shopping time... heez... i'm... late again!!! wahaha... sorry lq... heez...

went marina square saw my ex... arh... hahha... dun recognise me le la... heez... nvm... din call him also.. heez...

then walk walk walk... saw many ah bengs n ah lians at marina square... scary... i scared ah lians n ah bengs!!!! haiz...

i bought my bag at marina square... finally bought a bag... so happie... heez... hope i wun be tat chor lor(chu lu, rough) to my bag... heez...

went to bugis after tat... lq bought.... hair dyes... n 1 tshirt... not bad... hmmm... feel like dying hair again... but... haiz... parents dun allow... haiz...sianz lei... =( saw many clothes... but k not buy... muz control... heez...

i walk awhile bth liao... leg pain... cos... i jux sprain my left leg... then wear heels... pain lei... haiz... then... go mac rest awhile...then... go home liao... heez...

haiz... tml tot of goin sentosa de... but... cant go liao... sianz... leg pain... some more... my left eye duno got wat... abit swollen... haiz... pain... hmmm... suay lei... arggg... haiz... here pain there pain... arggg...

2006-06-09T22:33:00.000-07:00

yeah~~~ term break start liao...heez... so happie... heez... started to plan wat i'm gona do liao... wahahaha...

sat or sun.... swimming time!!!! long time no swim liao...wahaha... shun bian sun tan also... hope wun rain... whahaha...

next mon go out wif lq... heez... shopping~~~ wahaha... my favourite!!!

next tues go sentosa... wahaha... suntanning... lurrrrve it... wahahha... hope wun rain!!! heez...

next wed go out wif mama... heez....

next thurs, fri, sat, sun... nth yet... hahha... maybe rest... heez... i'm pig!!! needa rest LOTS!!! wahahha...

next next week de... not confirmed yet... hmmm... but will also be bz... wana go swimming again... wana go bake cookies... needa do project... n... most impt de is......... SHOPPING!!! wahhaa... heez...

hmmm... cookies tink i shld make lots... k give pple... since long long time din bake liao... hope k bake... heez... hmmm... who shld i give ne??? hmmm... *scratching my head*

2006-06-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

hmmm... today went to sch for lesson at 8... hmmm... after tat got dbms de lesson... but in end no tutorial... discuss abt project... heez... dbms... my "ah pa" de lesson lei... wohoooo!!! my "ah pa" so cuteeee... heez... finally recognize me as his "daughter" liao... hahha... funny eh... hahhaa...

hmmm... suddenly tink... guys who r plump r cuteee... heez... like... li jiu zhe nicky... so cute lor... hahhaa... my IP net de tutor also cute lei... omg... hahhaa... cute sia...

today shuang eh... slp... very long... heez... but i'm still tired... i'm a PIG... i'm proud to say tat... ahem ahem... *winkz* hahaha...

hmmm... i shld faster go do my specs liao... wana be nerd liao.. heez... i wana be a guai kia... (@(00)@) heez....

haiz... haf i really changed alot? hmmm... my sec sch mate dun recognise me... some more ask... "wei she mo ni bian dao zhe yang??!?!~~~" (y change until like tat?!??!?!~~~) haiz... ok... i try to get back to my nerd nerd look... heez... hope i k get my nerd nerd look by wearing nerd nerd specs??? heez...

2006-06-05T23:16:00.000-07:00

there's retribution in wat eva u do... causes n effects... how u treat pple in the past will reflect on how pple treat u now... so... u will see how u treat others now... noe how they feel...

today i'm so damn happie... finally xiang tong le... wahahaha... onli my best frenz noe wat i xiang tong... wahaha... finally i noe wat i gona do... great... wahahhaa...

so happie thru out the whole day... hahah... but got tests... haiz... scared scared sia... hmmm... 2 tests over... 1 more test to go... wahahha...

goin home tat time saw a pink car lei... wahaha... niceeeee man!!! gona haf a pink car in the future... my house decor will also be PINK!!!! wahaha... i wana be a pink lady!!!! wahaha... =P

went mac to buy mcflurry... whaahha.... long time no eat... niceee... lurrrrve the oreos... wahhaha... nice man... heez... to celebrate wat i haf xiang tong... mcflurry!!!! wahhahaa... lurrrrrve it lots...

hmmm... now finding suntanning khaki... hahhaa.... hope sum1 will go wif me go suntan... wahahha... i wana be more orh orh... wahahha...

i hate pple who like to imitate others so much!!!! they r damn damn lame... imitate others means not having ur own style... i feel sorry for them... awww... too bad!!!! i pity them.... awww... too bad!!!!

2006-06-03T22:00:00.000-07:00

ytd so suay... haiz... mambo mango spilled... sprained my ankle... haiz...

today more suay... quarrelled wif my da jie... haiz... she used pen then poke poke poke on my forehead... kaoz eh... poke until got scar... haiz... i cant fight back... cos... i dun bear to... i cant possibly hit pple back... i jux cant do it... xia bu liao shou... haiz... last time also like tat... slap me 2 times but i din fight back... haiz... she everytime so violent... jux hate it...

i wonder if i'm too soft... haiz... argggg... hate it... i wish i were stronger!!!! arh~~~

suddenly feel like goin last time justin bring me de place on my b dae... at changi there... k see aeroplanes fly past... so niceeee... can also help me forget my troubles... haiz...

2006-06-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

haiz... sianz... it's hard to be a good guy... it's easy to be a bad guy... haiz... life is a cycle... it goes round n round... n back to the original point again... pple haf to move forward... cant stay at the original point...

today went sch for 2 hours de finance tutorial... then go do project... do until 12 plus... then go buy mambo mango for my er er... while buying mambo mango... me n yt playing... then sw say wana take video... i say dun wan... then cover her hp de camera there... finish video-ing... then play again... k not play... then say i make spoil... diaoz eh... i din even touch her hp lor... i jux cover the hp de camera lei... so fast spoil de mehz? kaoz eh... accuse me... hate it when pple accuse me...

then... go back to SIT blk cos yt wana hand in form for voiceout... i'm already frustrated... my mambo mango melting... nvm... wait for them... then go back zzz...

after tat... meet up wif my xiao di to go sch... for jam n hop... then meet his fren n sy at yck... then we go meet xt... heez... bring us go sports hall there... thru out the whole thing i din high... instead... sy high... haiz... asking sy n xt to make me high... but... they duno how k make me high... haiz...

sy saw 1 FB guy... red sleeveless top... attracted by him... hahhahhaha... but but but... not shuai de... hmmm... now sy taste change liao... hahhaa... last time go for shuai ges de... now... hahhaa... ahem ahem... but also good... heez...

i saw my ex de fren... hahha... finally get to tok to him... today jux tok abt my ex... then... speak of the devil's.... fren... hahaha... funny sia... tok awhile... he tink so long then remember me... give him hints liao... hahaha... but.. after awhile then remember... no need say till so obvious... let him tink... haha... in the end... say will help me say hi to my ex... hahha... memories keep coming back... hahha... (although is a short one...) heez...

after the whole thing... me xt n sy went mac... np de... nua awhile... haha... i feel like drinking de lor... but... haiz... then at mac saw my sec classmates... haha... they dun recognise me le... sobz... but also after awhile then remember... hahaha...

next week got 3 tests... tml shld start studying le... haiz... sianz...

2006-05-31T01:15:00.000-07:00

one SHLD'T tink too much...

one SHLD'T be toooo sensitive...

one SHLD'T be proud...

one SHLD'T blame others...

one SHLD be considerate...

2006-05-31T00:26:00.000-07:00

i duno how to express myself well... maybe wat i say give u the wrong assumption... arh~~~ ai ya... i duno how to say... tinking of the consequences of saying the truth...

arh~~~ i'm getting stressed...

so many pple duno the truth.... tinking i'm the bad guy... actually... i'm the victim... but... haiz... duno how to tell the truth...

forgive n forget??? tatz been so many times le... but... she really noe when to stop??? haiz... hmmm.. i tink i've been big gas for a very long time le?

i've been tolerating for all... jux to maintain friendship... but in the end it has worsen... wat shld i do then?

2006-05-30T00:40:00.000-07:00

many things u duno... n u see the surface of the matter... u will haf wrong assumptions... many things u tink is rite... but actually is wrong... so y dun u put urself in other pple's shoes to really tink how they felt???

u haf been urself for so long... but haf u really considered wat others felt??? wat u tinking is not the same as wat others r tinking...

many things k not see the surface of the matter... u haf not seen the truth so u cant judge pple so easily...

i've trust frenz so easily cos i really treat them as my frenz... but... they really treat me as frenz mahz??? or jux treating me as a fool??? it's difficult to noe wat frenz r tinking... u haf to noe them thru a period of time then really really k noe their character... some r innocent jux wana be frenz... some r not as innocent as u tink... itz a matter of time tat u will see their true colours...

there's a limit to everything... my limit has reached... but... i still hope friendship still exists... i'm hoping for a change in situation... but... sometimes... k not... hope there'll be miracles...

*crying secretly*

2006-05-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

haiz... so many things have happened... very tired liao... haiz... hope everyone will be happie always... =D

2006-05-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

my er er come back le... heez... happy liao... she bought many stuff come back... in the end i haf to help her carry up from downstairs... haiyo... so heavy... carry until i bo balance...

waiting for my stuff... wahhaa... blehz... after she bathe finish... excited liao... wahhaa... =P she bought 2 tops, 1 denim skirt n the 3/4 thights... heez... happie liao... but i tot she will buy bags n shoes for me... but... haiz... too bad liao... dun haf... she bought those titbits back... nice eh... heez... yummies... got 1 biscuit... nice... call tai yang bing(sun biscuit)... heez... very very nice... she still got buy key chains for me... heez... bought a bag for mama... undergarments also... haha... she... qiang eh... bought many tops... nice lei... hope she will trade wif me... heez... =P she still got 3 pairs of shoes which r bought within a day within 1 few hours... qiang!!! she also got 2 bags... haiz... she everything buy for herself de... i also like... trade wif me ba!!!!

she went jay chou's shop, omni, lei!!!!! haiz... i wana go lei... she say the stuff there ex... then k not buy... 1 keychain S$40 liao... wow wow wow... i ask her "sunglasses lei?" she say.. din see... but muz be ex de ba... jay's pink car!!!! nice... pink some more... lurrrrve it sia... good taste!!! wahahhaa...

haiz... she come back lian chou chou... scary... hmmm... haiz... but after she come back... dun feel like vomiting often liao... heez... maybe too miss her liao... heez...

i've also got my tops from ae... heez... abit big la... but not bad... but the material thin lei... haiyo...

in conclusion... i haf.... 6 new tops... 1 new denim skirt... 1 3/4 thights... heez... not bad liao... heez...

2006-05-27T12:34:00.000-07:00

my gal gal n boi boi shoes~~~

2006-05-27T00:11:00.000-07:00

MY FEELINGS... =(

recently really very sad... cried in sch... cried b4 i went to slp... haiz... wat r frenz??? haiz... i tot being good to them in return... i will get good treatment also... but... haiz... i'm so called betrayed by frenz... i hate tat... i din do anything wrong to them... y did i get these treatment in return??? they dun appreciate wat i've done for them... haiz... they always find faults at me... haiz... but in the first place... i din do anything bad to them... haiz... they ignore me... but y??? i jux dun wana say it... many pple noe... itz so obvious tat they ignored me... but wat did i do bad to them in the first place tat i have to be ignored by them??? haiz... they treat me good when they needed help n wan advantages... this kinda frenz... haiz... i treasure the friendship... but... they dun... haiz... i'm soft... i can give wateva advantages u all wan.. but... can u all appreciate me? haiz... dun treat me as a fool... it's not worth it to give up friendship for some STUPID REASONS!!!! haiz... i'm quiet doesnt mean i can be bully easily... hope they will noe who they r... haiz...

2006-05-27T00:09:00.000-07:00

yeah!!!~~~ today went to seoul garden wif sher, lq, shir n eve... heez... actually is meet 11 de.. but... in the end i late again la... whahaha... heez... 11.35 then reach... heez... we plan very long liao... yeah... good rite? finally k eat fish balls... wahhaa... we took many stuff to eat... chicken... prawn crackers... fries... prawns... of cos... FISHBALLS!!! wahhaa... we eat until damn full lor... heez... we also got eat ice cream!!!! yeah...

eve n shir go first at ard goin 3pm like tat... me sher n lq... stay there awhile more... to see if can finish the remaining... heez... but in the end... the lady cleared all... then we go eat ice cream!!! yeah... eat finish ice cream then go liao...

we go walk cwp awhile... me n sher bought a gal gal n boi boi key chain... sher took boi boi... me took gal gal... JACK N ROSE!!!! our love token... =P

then go mrt station... me n sher take train to town... lq go back home... goin town to get my gal gal n boi boi shoes... heez...

haiyo... in town... i got my shoes... heez... niceeeee... cuteeee... heez... but exxxxx... haiz... after tat walk fep... heez... temptation again... saw 1 top nice... heez... then bought it... haiyo... broke again... walk walk walk again... saw 1 more nice also... aiming... next time... yeah... went missha bought some stuff... heez...

then after tat... went heeren... cos... i wana buy hair bands... heez... i bought 2 hairbands... cheap!!! $2.90 each... i bought 2... heez... happie happie... then went to take... neos!!!! [in photo album 3 n 4... mux go see... heez...]

after tat... went np to meet sy for emo session... heez... i din cry... good rite? =P 10 plus like tat went home...

2006-05-23T21:19:00.000-07:00

haiz... my er er ytd come back but today went taiwan liao... alone again... haiz... hope she will buy lotsa stuff for me... yeah... heez...

this week k get the tops from ae n my gal gal n boi boi shoes liao... so happie...

some more... this week de fri start GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! yeah... but duno really got lotsa things to buy anot... heez...

recently feeling so weird... feel like vomiting... haiz... weird weird... maybe find time go see doc... hmmm...

2 tests this week... but... haiz... sianz to study... dun feel like studying... but feel like..... SLEEPING!!! wahaha... pig's life is like tat de... yeah~~~

hmmm... waiting for... 18!!! to go.... CLUBBING!!! wahaha... sounds fun... but... dangerous eh... haiz... hmmm... i shld train my drinking skills!!! can sum1 buy for me to train???

2006-05-19T10:09:00.000-07:00

haiz... my er er go redang island liao... i miss her eh... cos... every nite she will slp beside me... giving me assurance... heez... but.. haiz... slping alone... =( miss her sayang... miss her putting me to bed to slp... heez... i'm jux a small kid!!!! wahahha...

this whole week pia project... sianz... so many things needa do... sianz... haiz...

when can we haf steamboat??? i miss steamboat de fishballs... if i were to eat steamboat... i confirm will order a few plates... wahahha... i miss the steamboat my dad bring me go... heez... but... haiz... seldom go liao... =(

waiting for my 4 tops n 1 pair of shoes... 3 tops from ae... 1 from taiwan... shoes from far east plaza... my shoes r so damn cute... though i haven get la... but... wahhhaa... =P

haiz... i miss julian also... he's so cute... lurrrrve him lots... heez... muackies...

so many pple to miss... i so busy eh... wahhaa...

next week gona haf 2 tests... sianz... needa study liao...

haiz... mark say wana go watch movie... but... haiz... sianz... needa study liao... =( i wana watch movie... got lots wana watch... but no time... haiz... y y y??? poseidon, MI3, Voice... can i watch every show???? hmmm....

i'm hooked to online shopping!!!! wahaha... hope sy will give me lotsa websites... especially taiwan de websites... lurrrrrve their clothes... so stylo... heez...

my sis goin taiwan also... hope she will buy lotsa fashion stuff for me... clothes, accessories, food.. wahahha... hmmm... wondering if she will go jay chou's shop... if ya... can she buy sth from there??? especially.... sunglasses... those orh piang de sunglasses... wahhaha...

hmmm... watz coming up next??? GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! when it start... go chiong liao le... wahahaha... most impt... buy clothes... wahhahaa... hmmm... shld start saving liao... =D

hmmm... suddenly remember... yt owe me jack's place!!!! n 1 smoothie....

jack!!! i wan go jack's place... heez...cook for me kk??? heez... muackies...